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I'm sending you 42. and 80. (because this gotta be funnnn) for the trope mash-up, but only as long as you don't forget that you also kinda promised to write the pregnant-neighbor-comes-begging-for-food thing. Because I won't forget about it. :)
The lovely @laschatzi is talking about this post. I cheated a little bit but I hope you’d like how because now we have
Hungry pregnant neighbour + The Big Damn Kiss + Green-Eyed Epiphany 
Family Recipe;  ~ 5, 500 words; FF.NET || AO3
previous: wilderness/survival + I Didn’t Mean To Turn You On &Detective AU  + Awful First Meeting
Killian is somewhatashamed to admit that he has become something of a take-out guy.
It’s just… it’s one ofthose things he never got back into after losing his hand. Like volleyball. Orplaying the guitar. Or arm wrestling Will. Or the black nail polish. Or goingto the beach. Or hitting on that cute girl at the bakery around the corner. Orgirls,period. Or basically anyone he didn’t already know before the accident.
But anyway. Cooking.He never got back into cooking. He was never all that good at it to begin withbut it gave him a funny sort of pride and he enjoyed it.
He enjoyed having togo to three different stores to manage to collect all the herbs and spices fora proper curry. And lying all his products out – basically filling everyavailable space and then having to push stuff around to have somewhere toactually cook. And chopping histomatoes really fine – concasse, was it? – and his onions not quite because hedid not enjoy crying over their massacred corpses. And – never to be revealedto another living soul – making a mini forest around his chopping board withthe broccoli and the cauliflower. And the whole kitchen smelling for two daysafter. And basically making a mess of every horizontal surface – and thevertical ones that one time when he was learning how to spin pizza dough.
Yeah, he enjoyed that.And then he didn’t. Couldn’t. Didn’t.
And now here he is,sipping his beer and scrolling down his take-out app as if he doesn’t knowhe’ll get the Chinese because he had pizza twice during the week and they’vetotally ruined the Mexican place and Liam says he is a masochist but he is nota ‘take-out sushi’ level of masochist.
He looks outside.Checks his watch. At least two more hours of solid daylight. He wasn’t evenhungry yet. He could get some tortilla chips to snack on while trying to see ifhis oven still works.
Really… what couldhappen?
///
Mrs Lucas has spoilther.
It is the only reasonEmma is even contemplating this. That and the fact that it smells really good.
And look here, Emma isnot one of those girls that needs to always get what she wants. She iscertainly not used to getting whatshe wants. It’s just… her baby doesn’t seem to have followed in her footsteps.
It might havesomething to do with said baby not even having feet to walk with yet. Or… shethinks – tries to remember what she’s been readying semi-obsessively and thenthrowing under the bed as if the books are judging her for her singleness andbrokenness and the general dinginess of her apartment – maybe it has feetalready?
They’re definitelyforming but definitely not usable hence no following in any footsteps anytimesoon. There. She’s leaving it at that. Maybe she’ll dig out that last book fromunder her bed tonight. After she has some dinner.
Which brings her rightback to the problem at hand.
She is pretty surethat 5C is one of those bachelors that live on beer, pizza and whatever elseyou can get delivered to your door; has a football or poker night with the guysevery month – see the football she is sure about ‘cause those walls are fuckingthin and those boys are fucking loud but she likes to imagine the pokeras well ever since she saw the guy in this super slick vest that she is sureonly people who can actually step into a casino and somehow manage to not look sleazy own; occasionally blaststoo loud music but not often enough to warrant a complaint; puts Netflix on loud enough and regularly enough that her brokeass is hoping she can keep up with the new season of Stranger Things simply bymoving her couch next to the wall his TV sits against; never brings girls backto his place.
Honestly, Emma is notjudging (or stalking – the walls are thin).She’d probably be giving 5C a run for his money on the easy single living, ifshe wasn’t pregnant and broke and grumpy half the time and hungry the otherhalf – which also makes her grumpy, and generally disillusioned with humanityand the world and the idea that one might actually be able to enjoy life andnot struggle through it at every step and did she mention broke? She is brokeand constantly hungry and constantly trying to fool her baby into thinking thathe likes overcooked pasta and whatever fruits are on sale this week.
He doesn’t. He likeswhatever 5C is cooking.
///
This was a disastrousidea. The kind of disastrous idea he hasn’t had since he was 4 years old andthought that if he puts snails on Liam’s bed they’d stay there and not like…make their way all over the room that Killianshared with Liam.
This is worse thansnails. This is a dozen utensils in the sink already – because of course hetosses a spoon in the sink the second after he has used it once, of course, why put it to the side and use it again when hehas to stir his unholy concoction, and half a dozen plates – one of those inpieces in a trash bag by the door because your one hand being a slippery one isnot the situation in which you want to be handling porcelain.
He has a sizeable cuton his big toe where he stepped on one of the pieces and his t-shirt issticking to his back from the effort of grinding bloody vegetable – Jesus, heused to run miles without breaking a sweat and now blasted carrots are gettingthe best of him, and all he has to show for all his work is what he hopes is apassable mince.
Now for the mash. Hestill has three limbs and 14 uninjured digits to go…
///
Look, Emma doesn’thave much but she has her pride, ok? And this kid growing inside her has madeher relinquish her hold on that enough to knock on Mrs Lucas’s door and ask herwhat it was she put in her cookies because apparently Emma – or someone else, was addicted to it nowand it was not cinnamon. And that hadtransitioned into Emma becoming almost a firm fixture at Granny’s on weekendsand then into Emma busting tables for a month until Granny gave her a nononsense look and told her she won’t be doing this in a few more months, andafter a week of asking and listening and string pulling and cookie bribing, shegot her a job at August’s bookstore even though he still grumbles that he doesn’tlike anyone else ordering his books.
And, yes, this allworked out pretty well but Mrs Lucas was the one that came to her door on her first week in thebuilding with a plate of those cookies that by this point Emma can barely lookat.
(It’s what she does.She falls in love with peanut butter and then eats so many PBJ sandwiches thatnow she almost gets sick at the mere sight of a jar on the counter. And shehears the The Kooks coming from 5C’s wall and goes on to listen to them onrepeat for two weeks. Mind you, not even everything but just Junk of the Heartbecause she is mental like that. And she starts Modern Family, when she stillhad a freaking Netflix account, and binges the whole damn thing in a couple ofweekends and a few late week nights.)
So, yeah, Emma mighthave some addictive tendencies – the legal kind, and some impulse controlissues.
But Emma would neveractually go to someone’s door – someone she has never exchanged a single wordwith despite sometimes hearing their voice float through her wall – and, yeah,he has a pretty voice but what’s that gonna do for her? shitty people can havegreat voices, she is sure – to ask them forthe love of all that is good and holy, what they are cooking because it smellsso fucking good and she has to know and she has to have something that at leastcomes close to it.
She’d never.
///
It’s in the oven. It’sover. Well, all he has to do now is make sure he doesn’t burn the damn thing toa crisp. But if he managed to put it together in the first place, for the firsttime tonight, Killian thinks he can maybe pull this off.
///
It got worse. Worse asin better. Fuck, it got so much better. And now her stomach is grumbling andshe has made for the door three times in the last five minutes and for thefirst time tonight Emma is coming to the horrible realization that she probablywon’t be able to survive this day with her dignity intact.
///
He is just about todig into his plate – fancy plate set and fancy napkins that he didn’t even knowhe owned and the second episode of American Gods queued up and-
There’s a knock on hisdoor.
Killian freezes withhis fork in the air, eyebrows bunching together. Who on earth? He knows hehasn’t invited any of the guys over and Liam knows better than to just drop infor an unexpected ‘we are going out and getting you someone to go home with’visit by this point.
He waits. Nothing.Maybe he imagined it?
///
“There, happy?”
Emma glances down ather slightly rounded stomach and tries on her best ‘mom look’. She thinksshe’ll definitely need to work on that one before the baby comes out because heis already too stubborn for her owngood.
She glances at thedoor with 5C on it one more time, raises her hand and then drops it again.
No. She knocked. Thisis a sign. For once the universe is sparing her the embarrassment and-
“Yes?”
No, of course, not.Why would the universe ever spare her anything?
///
She must be the onethat knocked. 5B. His sweatpants neighbour.
Killian tries not tofeel bad about the nickname. They’ve never been properly introduced and… well,he has mostly seen her back disappearing inside her apartment or her back goingdown the stairs with laundry or her back rushing below his window on a jog. Sohe’s never seen her in anything but sweatpants. He’s not judging. It’s just…the only thing he had to go on.
She is in sweatpantsnow as well but as he looks at her to ask what she needs, he is taken aback byher green eyes. He is taken aback by the sudden realization that his neighbouris this young and very pretty woman and her eyes are the kind of eyes you can’thelp but notice.
It’s… interesting. Hehas heard the soundtrack of her daily life through the wall they share for afew months now but somehow he never imagined the face and body that must gowith those sounds.
As he thinks his gazeslides down almost involuntary and he doesn’t know what catches his attentionmore: the fact that she is a few months pregnant or the fact that she came overbarefoot.
The latter is trulyendearing, the former a tad disheartening for some reason.
Not that he hasanything against kids. Or pregnant women. It’s just… it’s not every day yourealize your neighbour is a pretty girl about your age and currently standingat your doorstep. But he shouldn’t have just assumed and anyway he doesn’treally… that is… is she ever gonna say something?
///
“Lass?”
Emma shakes her head alittle and wants to slap herself back into reality. You know that space andtime continuum where she is not attaching thisman to every sound she has ever heard come through their wall.
(She is convinced heplays air guitar when blasting Bon Jovi hits and that his eyes blaze reallybright when he is swearing at something about “bloody this” and “bloody that”.)
“Umm, hi. Sorry. I…”
He raises an eyebrow.She doesn’t really appreciate the mix of amusement and expectation. Then again,she is standing on his doorstep. He probably has some right to expect anexplanation. Why on earth didn’t she rehearse what she’ll say if he opened thedoor?
“Did you needsomething?”
Fuck.
“I just… ummm, am I botheringyou?”
“Not at all, lass. But,to be frank, I’ll probably be more capable of answering truthfully, if you toldme what you are here for.”
The hell? Was hetalking like that on purpose?
“I-“
Come on, Emma, like aband aid, nowhere to go now unless you wanna be the weirdo asking for a cup offlour.
“What you arecooking?’
///
“Oh.”
Oh. Bloody hell.
Killian can feel hischeeks heating up and focuses half his attention on keeping his hand at hisside and not scratching his damn ear.
“I apologize. I didn’tconsider the smell might bother some-“
“No. No, no, no. Ilike it! So… I was wondering what it was.”
She likes it? Thattimid feeling of pride he felt when he took his dinner out of the over and it wasn’t burn to a crisp grows threetimes.
“It’s just ashepherd’s pie. Slightly altered recipe. My mum’s. Supposedly, probably muckedit up along the way and it’s twice altered now but yeah… Shepherd’s pie.”
“Oh.”
///
Great. She was hopingfor something along the lines of a lasagna. Then maaaybe she could’ve boughtsome frozen crappy version from the supermarket and tried to cheat her bodyinto thinking it was the real thing.
But no, of course,not. It had to be shepherd’s pie. Family recipe edition. Just her damn luck.
“Well, thanks. Andsorry! I was just… curious. Sorry to bother you.”
///
She turns to go andthis might have been the most bizarre conversation he’s had this month.Including that guy on the underground with the orange hair.
Did she just want toknow what the smell invading her home was? She did say she liked it. Maybe-
She is already half toher door so Killian just thinks to hell with it.
“Would you like some?”
He sees her stop deadin her tracks and cringes, hoping he isn’t now the biggest weirdo of her month.And not in a good way.
The blonde turnsaround and he knows the second he sees her face that she would indeed likesome. But Killian likes to think of himself as at least moderately intelligentso he keeps his smile to himself and instead prepares for the distrust in hereyes that is obviously warring with her appetite.
“Do you usually offerfood to unknown women who come knocking on your door?”
“I can’t say, you arethe first.”
He doesn’t actuallysee her cheeks change colour but then again he thinks it might be because shehas been blushing this entire time.
“I didn’t mean tobother-“
“It’s no bother, love.Truly. Now that I feel knowledgeable enough about your intensions to say so.”
She rolls her prettygreen eyes in a way that has his pulse speeding up a bit.
“Plus I just made adish more people share with a family of four. For myself. I think I can sparewhatever you can eat.”
It’s a gamble thatpays off when he sees her eyes blaze up and let’s himself grin at herteasingly.
“I’m sorry, was that achallenge to how much I can eat?”
He steps aside andwaves her in.
She only hesitates fora second.
///
OK, first of all, hisapartment is waaay better than hers like, both bigger and with more naturallight coming in but also simply more tidy and colour-coordinated. Also, ifpossible, it smells even better inside and Emma’s eyes immediately zero in onthe dish on the kitchen counter.
She hears 5C chucklebehind her and tries not to feel even more embarrassed. Her capacity for itmust be running out by this point. Thankfully, he doesn’t make a comment butjust moves around his kitchen island and takes out a plastic food container.IKEA guy. Cute.
It probably takes hera bit longer than it should – what with her still mostly trying to pretend sheis not hustling her nice and pretty neighbour for food – but eventually Emmanotices the peculiar way he moves around his kitchen and operates only with hisright hand. A quick inspection proves that it is because he simply has no leftone to assist him.
“No shit!”
The guy startles ather words and turns around and probably follows her gaze because in the nextmoment the limb is tucked slightly behind him and he is giving her a tensesmile.
“Shit, I’m afraid.”
She honest to Godcovers her mouth. Better late than never. Or not.
“Shit. I mean, sorry!Sorry. I wasn’t- I was just- you cook?!”
5C frowns at her as ifher person skills are something that would only befit a visiting alien. He’sgot her there.
“Sorry. Again. But,like, I can’t cook for shit even with two hands.”
To be fair, the crapproducts she can afford probably have something to do with it but Emma is gonnabe a single mom pretty soon and she is pretty sure that “to be fair”s won’t cutit when she has to cook for her kid.
But makes-food-that-smells-illegally-good-single-handedlyneighbour seems to relax a little.
Foot – partially outof mouth.
///
Killian tries to unbunchthe muscles in his neck and not keep his right side weirdly angled towards her.It’s fine. Really, it’s fine. She was bound to notice eventually.
“To be honest, this ismy first try in quite some time.”
“Seriously?”
“Indeed. So if you getfood poisoning or something, I’m not to be held accountable.”
The thought gives himpause and he turns to her with his eyebrows all drawn together and almostreluctant to hand her the container in his hand.
“Actually, are youallergic to anything? I mean… I don’t think there’s anything too weird in itand everything I used was fresh but-“
He can’t help butglance down at her stomach. Gods, she ispregnant, right? This will be just the kind of thing-
But the blonde’s handcomes up to her stomach and she smiles at him almost shyly and Killian breathesout a quiet sigh of relief.
“I’m sure it will befine. I mean, the things I’ve been feeding myself… I’m pretty sure someonemight get a bit of a shock from the home-cooked food but definitely not the badkind.”
He tries not tooveranalyze the “feeding myself” part and instead nods and finally hands thecontainer with half of his shepherd’s pie inside.
“Whoa. You really arechallenging me.”
He laughs and dips hishead to the side to admire the way her eyes widen a little.
“It should keep for acouple of days if you put it in the fridge. And you can always just feed it toSmee.”
“Smee?”
“Oh.”
His cold ring grazeshis earlobe and dammit, he forgot to watch out for the damn tick.
“I named the cat thatalways hangs around behind the building.”
“Oooh, ok. And hellno.”
She hugs the food toher chest almost protectively and Killian laughs again and bloody hell, is hecoming across too giggly or something? What else can he say? He-
“Well, I shouldprobably let you finally eat your dinner. Whatever you have left,” she beatshim to it and juts her thumb at the door and he can’t really do anything butnod.
///
She is alreadystepping outside, teeth embedded in her lip and what do you say to the cute neighbour that fed you dinner but not inthe date sense?
“Oh. I’m Emma, by theway. Emma Swan.”
His eyes light up andEmma finally gets to put a mark in the ‘didn’t fuck it up’ column.
“Pleasure to meet you,Swan. Killian Jones. Always at your service, though I must warn you, myculinary repertoire is quite limited.”
Killian Jones with thefancy words and delicious food. Fuck.
///
She uses her employeediscount on something other than baby books for the first time.
He finds the bookwaiting for him outside his door. The post-it note says “This is why peoplelike home-cooked food. Who knew.” And the book is Neil Gaiman’s Fragile Things and it takes him a momentto connect the dots and remember that he was watching Amarican Gods the othernight and, yeah, maybe it makes him feel kinda good that Emma Swan noticed andremembered that.
///
He tries some Mexicannext and it’s 100% because his favourite place has gone to crap and not at allbecause he once saw their delivery guy in front of 5B.
She opens the door andhis face is half-obscured by an IKEA container and he says it’s just a not sosubtle reminder that she hasn’t returned the other one yet and she pretends tobelieve him.
///
She reasons that youcan’t return food containers empty so she tries to bake muffins because muffinsare supposed to be easy.
He hears the firealarm and five second later he is banging on her door and having a veryflustered Emma Swan dragging him inside and pointing at her oven or what can beseen of it behind the cloud of smoke and explaining how it’s all his fault.
///
He’s been looking fora not food-related reason to knock on her door for a week and coming up emptyand he is damn rusty when it comes to talking to pretty girls but then againshe is pregnant and the fact that he didn’t see a naked man in the middle ofher kitchen the one time he was there for 10 minutes doesn’t mean anything somaybe that’s for the best.
She knocks on his doora day after Stranger Things comes out with three bags of popcorn, explainingthat only one of them is for him, obviously.
///
She lives to binge andyet here she is trying to stretch an 8-episode season over more than a week.
He honestly debatescalling Netflix and begging them to somehow somehowrelease more episodes of their damn show.
///
He has been thisscared exactly once in his entire life and that situation included headlightscoming straight at him.
She has a freakingstomach ache, probably from too much popcorn, and she is almost as embarrassedwhen she comes out of the doctor’s office as she was that first night sheknocked on his door but Killian doesn’t really seem to care how she is ok as long as she is.
///
She is scrollingthrough her Instagram at work and she is so bored and distracted that shealmost misses it but then she goes back and blinks and then goes to the accountto check this is not some sort of ridiculous surveillance thing or she doesn’teven know what – but sure enough, there – on @cutestparentstobe, is a pictureof her very pregnant self, eating ice-cream on the beach with one KillianJones.
He doesn’t know how heworms his way into a doctor’s appointment, he just knows that when the nursecalls him “daddy” Emma kinda sputters but doesn’t say anything to contradicther and he sure as hell keeps his trap shut and just smiles and nods when theygive him an ultrasound picture all for himself.
///
They’ve been doingwhatever they are doing for 4 freaking months and within the first couple ofweeks they were already using like only 30% of his couch for the both of themand in a month they started venturing outside the bubble of their apartmentsand Emma never thought she’d be thehand-holding type but yeah, they kinda hold hands all the time and they hug,like, every day and they text all the freaking time while they are at work andshe meets Liam when she is 7 months pregnant and convinced that he is gonnahate her on sight for saddling his little brother with herself and he doesn’treally but he also doesn’t seem to love her on sight and Killian is verypointedly unamused by the lukewarm reception but honestly, Emma is just glad tobe given a chance here, and he goes shopping for baby stuff she can barelyafford with her and then he goes shopping for baby stuff by himself and shegets kinda angry and they kinda break up or whatever at least twice, basicallyeach time Emma decides that this is ridiculous and he can’t just date a girlthat is having another guy’s baby and that’s twice the size she should be andthat he’s only known for a few months and one night Killian lines up fourfreaking shepherd’s pies outside her door and if she even keeps her door closedto that then she must be dead inthere and one night he lets it slip about these therapy sessions that he issupposed to go to but doesn’t and she basically makes an appointment for himand drags him out of the door and maybe threatens him with not coming to herdoctor’s appointments anymore, if he doesn’t go to his.
And through all that and then some, they never actuallykiss.
Sure he kisses hercheek when he wishes her goodnight and she kisses his head when he falls asleepon her during Lord of the Rings and he kisses her hand placatingly every timehe tries to dissuade her from helping him with dinner and she kisses hisforearm in the park that one time he freaks out on her because she is on hisleft side and goes to hold his arm and he kisses her stomach the first time shegrabs his hand and lets him feel the baby kicking but-
They’ve never properly kiss and it’s this lastfrontier and maybe he is waiting for her to cross it but she just can’t seem to.
And then she is givingbirth and he is there when she is givingbirth and they haven’t even kissed.
And then there’s Henryand they both kiss him plenty but-
///
they don’t kiss whenKillian refuses to hold her baby and she is hurt and offended and so confusedand kinda angry and then he says he can’t, he can’t hold him with one hand andshe is just sad and, yeah, maybe still kinda angry but also eerily calm as shebents Killian’s elbow and gives him the kind of look that makes him shut hismouth audibly and places her son in his arms
they don’t kiss whenKillian barges in on her breastfeeding and twirls around on the spot, slappinga hand over his face and sputtering apologies while all she can do is laugh andlaugh and tell him to stop acting like her tits are a big deal and make her acup of that crappy decaf coffee and he does and he also makes sure to look herdirectly in the eyes and then wink very poorly when he says that her tits are a big deal
they don’t kiss when Henrystarts teething and Emma is up at all hours of the night and she looks likefucking hell and Killian tells her so in no uncertain terms and basically,somehow, taking advantage of her sleep-deprived brain, manages to rope her intoa teeth-sharing plan which basically includes her passing half of her insomniaonto him and Emma can’t forgive him and at the same time can’t love him enoughand yeah, she loves him now and they’ve known each other for a year and they haven’t fucking kissed and what ever
///
they don’t kiss whenshe asks him if he thinks maybe, possibly Liam would like to meet Henry and allKillian can do is nod and swallow and start planning the kind of lecture he’llgive his brother, if he dares to voice any of his doubts about the soundness of the situation, but Liamseems to think that if his brother is spending half his day around a certainbaby – no matter whose it is – it probably isn’t a terrible idea for him tomeet said baby and Liam Jones may be a military man and he may have nevergotten over the fact that he didn’t manage to protect his little brother fromall the evils of the world and he may have been determined to give Emma Swan ahard time for even the slightest hint of her using Killian but he is also puttyin the hands of Henry Swan within 10 minutes
they don’t kiss thefirst time she uses the key to his apartment and sneaks into his bedroom in themiddle of the night – baby in her arms and her hair into the messiest bun thathas ever been twisted and her damn sweatpants and her eyes all puffy and herwhispered worries all about not being able to do it and being all alone and notbeing good enough and he just folds himself around both of them and tries tostart the process of getting each ridiculous notion out of her head
they don’t kiss when shetells Henry to spot throwing his food all over daddy and Killian just standsthere – carrot puree all over his t-shirt, and watches as she continueswhipping the eggs in front of her as if she didn’t just- and he loves them bothtoo damn much to point it out and risk having her take it back and bloody hell,he loves her now and they’ve been together for all intents and purposes forover a year now and they haven’t bloodykissed and good lord
///
She comes back fromthe store and heads directly to Killian’s apartment and tries to calculate ifshe and Henry are spending more time at her place or at his at this point. Butas soon as she opens the door and the smell hits her, her calculations are leftoutside in the cold and it’s all she can do not to moan out loud. Turns out itwasn’t just the little guy growing inside her that made her love Killian’spies.
She hears the lowmurmur of Killian’s voice and decides to tiptoe into the kitchen as quietly aspossible. She wants to look at them without giving her presence away just yet,when it’s just them.
And sure enough Henryis tucked into Killian’s left arm, his little fist twisted into the hair at theback of her boyfriend’s neck (god, he is not her freaking boyfriend, along withHenry in his arms he is her entire fucking universe).
She knows what theyare making already but she narrows her eyes as she realizes that she has neveractually seen Killian make his shepherd’spie.
“This is the only wayI can make your mom eat these, Henry.”
He twirls a broccoliin front of her son’s little nose and Emma rolls her eyes. Partially because it’strue and partially because the broccoli version is not her most favourite.
“When you are oldenough I’m gonna teach you how to make it on your own but for now I’ll justshow you how to make yourself a little forest.”
She honestly doesn’tknow if it’s the implication of years tocome in his promise, the fact that he says it so confidently, so easily,without any doubt, without any caveat of “if we are still together”, withoutany alternative in his mind. Or if it’s the fucking forest of broccoli that heis arranging around his chopping board like the most precious human being thathe is.
Emma honestly doesn’tknow. But she does drop the bag she is carrying on the floor and she crossesthe space between them in the time it takes Killian to turn around and open himmouth to greet her. And then she finally finallyfeels his lips under her own.
He tastes even betterthan his damn pie.
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STATUS UPDATE... for the month of August.
WARNING: The use of "Kyoukai no Rinne S3" as the cover image is nothing more than a metaphor to describe the content of this message. It doesn't imply anything about the show, nor... anything else, really. Just having a little bit of fun, because it perfectly describes my personal condition. So if you happen to arrive here, expecting something related to the Rumiko Takahashi series? Then sorry to say, this is not that kind of post. The exit is just one click away...
You might have noticed that I haven't been exactly... active since the start of August. Well, there's a reason for that, and here's a quick rundown of what happened: - Basically, I had some... real life stuff I needed (and still need, apparently) to deal with. Can't really share what it's all about, but in a way, it's related to my financial situation. To clear that one out, I've decided to myself, to have a social media/internet detox for a week or so. It was effective immediately, after my weekly recap-view (for Kyuranger 23) went up. - Coincidentally, I was having issues with my internet connection as well. As usual. Well... not exactly similar. But it's just that I'm running out of my data charge and had to wait for a while before I could renew my payment. - That's when the unexpected arrived. Yes, as I've shared yesterday, I've been preparing a weekly recap-view offline ever since. It was shaping up nicely (65% or so) to be queued to go up around August 8... when I ended up getting the sickness. It forced me to stay in bed for... more than a week. Can't really say what it really was, because I couldn't go to the doctor. But I was indeed in a pretty bad place: I couldn't stand nor stay up for more than 5 minutes, because my body would lost its composure. I had this painful headache (but it definitely wasn't migrane or vertigo), preventing to get a decent rest. And I couldn't really eat, because my body just would not accept it. - Body condition finally got better around August 14th. That's when I began finishing up my delayed recap-view, while doing the other. I figure, go for broke, right? And I did it, I put them on queue on August 16th, just before the Independence Day (of my country) Holiday.
Unfortunately, things haven't really... improved since then. Yesterday morning, I started feeling that my bad health was slowly crawling and creeping back in. And I was right, the fever has returned today, along with some mild headaches. Probably due to the weather, because it really hasn't been kind to me lately. But I'm guessing that's because I haven't really completely recovered too. And also, that real life issue? Well, that's still pretty far from done. Being sick already occupied my attention anyways...
With that said, here's an update of what's going to happen to my Tumblr page in the remaining days of August: - Kyuranger weekly recap-view will still go up. After all, there's only 2 more left for the month (episode 26 and 27 will air on August 20th and 27th). I'm committed to doing one (since the show is one of the few saving grace that's keeping my sanity inline), so I'll definitely work on those as best as I could. You probably would want to expect... some delays or two though. Meaning, don't be surprised if it comes out... unceremoniously late again like episode 24. In fact, there's a possibility I will end up posting two episodes at once at the end of the month. - Gonna have to take a rain check on... everything else. Yes, I'll probably going to be mostly off the grid again in-between my weekly recap-view to deal with my situation. So no new 'Review', no new 'First Impression' (actually itching to do one for "The King of Fighters Destiny"), none of those. - Which also means... NO 'Random-News-Digest' for the month. It's a good thing that we're having a generally slow-news weeks in the entertainment industry for the moment, with all the media focus on that disheartening and concerning tragedy in the US (which I only learned just a few days ago). So I don't think I'll be missing out on anything major. For the record, the last R-N-D was published on July 27th. I've actually been preparing a new one ever since, but that's definitely not going up anytime soon. They have mostly become old news anyway. I'm hoping to get a fresh one ready to go up for the start of September, but sorry to say, even I can't promise that will happen.
There you have it folks, my STATUS UPDATE for August. To sum up, you might not be running into me on the internet for a while, because I'll still be working things out on my end. If you try to reach me or anything when my hiatus is in effect, allow me to offer you my apology in advance, because I might not be able to reply them immediately. Not that... many people do that... so, it really doesn't amount to anything. LOL. For the time being, recuperating health and gaining some peace of mind are my utmost priority. Gotta get back the cheery disposition that I've lost, y'all!!! LOL. On the bright side, things aren't set in stones! There might still be a change coming before the month ends, only the Heaven knows that. I'm personally hoping that my condition would be turning out for the better, sooner than later. Crossing my fingers.
Till then, be good to the world, and do take really good care of yourself. Thanks for spending your time to read this, it means a lot. I guess I'll see you... when I see you. Right? Bye now... (^^)/
PS: One more thing. I'll probably show up once or twice, every now and then on Twitter. But it probably won't be everyday, nor for a long duration too. Social media can be a scary distraction, so removing myself from one would be the wisest choice during this... personal time, when I need my primary focus elsewhere. So yeah, there's that too... ;D
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