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#i remember living thru one of these moments particulalry and thinking. fuck if everyone involved survives it will make a really good poem
anarchofairy
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#someone told me recently about a technique for reframing trauma where you re-experience the event‚ freeze it‚ say and do everything
#you wish you couldve said and done in the moment. to people structures god youself whatevr
#and then they said they burnt that whole fucking place to the ground in their mind
#it like creates another option/association with the event in ur brain so every time you remember it it's not just that awful thing
#but also your bigger stronger self intervening and responding
#just like another neuron pathway near that thing
#im gonna try and do it like a writing exercise tonight bc im a poet and theyre an actor nd we do these things our own way
#and for me‚ traumatic memories are like a hot stove in my mind - like i can't touch them
#but they just sit there‚ weird and numb‚ thoughts skating off it but the weight is still There
#im opening some notes app shit from around that time and reacting like i have a fever lol. shaking like a chihauhua
#but i think if i can do this tonight‚ it might open up a block
#i don't like having a corner of my mind i can't go
#even if this just means i can look at it reliably. that'd be good
#i remember living thru one of these moments particulalry and thinking. fuck if everyone involved survives it will make a really good poem
#i was dissociating‚ but correct
#and yes i am oversharing on the internet bc i'm too scared to actually do it how could you tell
#i am literally doing this partly bc im bored too
#anyway. will report back with gorgeous poetry finger painted w the blood from all the wounds im reopening (manifesting)
#conari
#<- is my tag for shit like this if u wanna blacklist btw
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