#i say that like i worry at all. im in mid december like yippee!!! theres snow on the ground!!!! and all the houses have lights up!!!!!!!!

[sirompp]

oh no

its coming

taking me over

...

Christmas

#around halfway through the year i get bitten by the fucking holiday bug #like. i suck so bad at all the commitment and the decision making and the asking to go to stores and the buying #but the vibes... oh‚ the vibes are immaculate #and when its nearly summertime...you dont have yo worry about any of those things..!! u can just relish in the Vibes #i say that like i worry at all. im in mid december like yippee!!! theres snow on the ground!!!! and all the houses have lights up!!!!!!!! #im walking outside like lalalalala the world is so beautiful!! and then my mom asks if i want to go shopping and i collapse like a particle #i just love literally everything about christmas #except the um. part where i have to do things #i wish i could do things without doing them you know? #like give people gifts without having to decide what theyd like best and then find it and buy it #ooooooooooo i wanna wear warm sweaters and drink hot coco in front of a fireplace with candles and decorations all around sooooooooooo bad #candy canes and marshmallows and red and green jellybeans #one time it snowed like. eight feet where i lived. that was so much fun. apparently it sucked for everyone else but i had a GREAT time #i wish itd happen again we made like a snow tunnel base in our backyard it was sooo cool #this is so stupid. literally a month and a half ago i was lamenting how the snow hadnt melted yet and i was so sick of it #THERE IS LITERALLY STILL SNOW OUTSIDE ACTUALLY #very little #BUT ITS STILL THERE #AND IM HERE #LONGING FOR HOLLY JOLLIES #hey wait #hey wait a minute #whats stopping me from just doing it all anyway #??? i can eat candy canes and jellybeans any time of the year #i can make food and make toys and give them to my friends literally any time i want #why dont i. #i mean. #its. past my bedtime rn. #so like i cant do it NOW #but.