#i say this but i knkw i’ll drag myself to work tomorrow

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#yknow. instead of doing all this school and going to work and being hungry and trying what if i just didn’t #what if i just. didnt wake up tomorrow? #i’m tired of myself #my therapist once told me that a lot of times when we say we want to die we just want our situation to change and don’t know how to make #that happen. and i’ve felt that before #but no i just want to give up. it hit me all at once that i’m fucking tired and i don’t want to do it anymore #too lazy to do anything about it so i’m just gonna ruin my life until i get lucky enough for someone else to do it for me #the problem is me. it’s me and i don’t know how to fix it im not sure if i even fucking can #i say this but i knkw i’ll drag myself to work tomorrow #heartwarming. local disappointment disappoints past what was thought possible