#i still fw these vids though ngl. catch me wailing out nice guys by heart at 2 in the a.m. after watching every single available eddisode

[heffrondriving]

so anyway *binge-watches ancient nigahiga and erb and eddsworld and markiplier and jack & dean videos to cope with the continuing loss of my squandered youth* >:)

#combine that with my perpetual btr brainrot and we got ourselves some gourmet regression babey ! #i still fw these vids though ngl. catch me wailing out nice guys by heart at 2 in the a.m. after watching every single available eddisode #also i still have a good handful of erb raps memorised and ready to go at the drop of a hat. im this classic brand of youtube kid cringe :) #and markiplier is one of those lads i've regularly followed since 2012 but i've been watching lots of 3 scary games and old playthroughs #idk theyre just vv comforting to me. i love btr forever but im admittedly feeling a bit tired of the fandom atm so its nice to change pace #although remembering my insane unhinged obsession for all of these channels which was way worse back then...wOOf not so fun <:o/ #not that it got any better *laughs in this trash blog is enough incriminating evidence for hypocrite jail* but ykyk teenage years man #we've got some ditzies and doozies and doofups there. hits start coming and they don't stop coming or whatever smash mouth said #even just thinkin abt how i mad simped for ryan back then is enough to make me slam my head straight into the fifth dimension rhghjfjrmv #if y'all ever wonder why i turned out to be this special brand of obnoxious...this wasn't even the worst of my old hyperfixations 🤡 #*shivers violently in superwholockibal* #oh well. at least i'm not re-living my cringe ass weeb phase *is going thru some weird inexplicable swede-weeb phase instead* #do pretty girl don't speak #will delete