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#i think i might be romance/sex repulsed atm. not in real life at all but in fandom. i'm bored of it. and i'm bored of conversations about i
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At the crossroads between wondering if it's worth it to basically completely rewrite all my WIPs or just take a break from writing for the rest of the summer
#i noticed every summer i get progressively worse lol
#like not in terms of writing but in terms of everything else goin on in my head
#i mean if anyone is craving some dark and depressing shit i've got bits and pieces here
#it's like i'm writing for an audience even in my own mind. can't finish anything because it's __ __ __ etc and my niche is too niche.
#did my last fic really burn me out that much?? i mean it was basically 30 thousand words and there was a LOT packed into it
#maybe i should finally respond to comments and i'll feel better.
#something's been going on with me for the past couple months (maybe longer) and i'm just annoyed ALL the time
#feel like i want to give up everything and stop talking to everyone. ((it could be my out of whack hormones mind))
#so if i haven't been as active and haven't drawn or written much that's why. i'm pulling away and curling in like an atrophied limb.
#my brain is just permanently in school mode. i can feel it gearing up for the oncoming year that's going to be super intense.
#like would it even matter if i post any more work before september? idk why i can never seem to chill or take a break for even a minute.
#i still have drawing projects i want to finish at least! taking me literally all summer because of surprise health problems.
#partner was consoling me about how i feel for writing '''weird''' stuff with almost no focus on romance
#saying that SOMEbody has to write what i write so that should keep me going. i just tell myself that it could be worse -
#- i could be primarily a femslash writer. they are the real heroes and they get no respect.
#idk why i'm getting so angsty
#i think i might be romance/sex repulsed atm. not in real life at all but in fandom. i'm bored of it. and i'm bored of conversations about i
#i'm sure i'll change my mind in what two weeks or so.
#maybe i'll try to write something original
#i have things in my ask box i should respond to. like asks about my writing. i just haven't been feeling well
#so i haven't had the right brain to respond :( but i see the asks and i'm grateful <3
#anyway peace and love
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