#i wanted to work on p1nk space and now i just Can't. this is the greatest joke known to mankind

[keeps-ache]

at some point i'll start recording while i draw. mostly cuz i want to see what i did to get to this point but it'd be neat... if i did it hvhsd

#just me hi #i would like to be able to post that stuff too #it'd be neat :> if i- #but unfortunately i have what is called Bad Memory and zero knowledge of how to build a habit so i guess one day loll #like -I- would like to see what it looks like when i draw 5 hands in 30 minutes and nothing else. it'd be fun !! #sigh. but alas. past me does not think that far into the future #the furthest we think is 'hee hee scribble :3' and then black out for a thousand years #but that's ok‚ we have hands now :) (drawn hands) #//and i've been having trouble picking something to work on again lollll #you'd think that making refsheets for the Ch0ir would mean 'oh! there's a decent amount of interest in that to do something else with it!' #nO!! lol!! won't can't didn't lolll #wanted to work on my current favorite writing-project‚ nahp!! nothing there‚ don't even Touch the save file or kaPOOT #wanted to do Something‚ Anything with p1nk space and That didn't even leave my brain. Zero Action Involved 💯 #//also had super really bad internet recently but that's ok. i guess i'll just go insane to the same 5 songs i have downloaded‚ it's ok :) #[<- lying so hard we are losing my mIND somebody send helP i'm blinking twice auhguhgruog] #and i also misplaced my sketchbook so i've spent some time just staring out windows and at my siblings to slightly offput them. very #therapeutic i highly recommend 👍 #//idk why i keep adding a second C to recommend. when did that start happening #every time without fail! reccommend is recomends sibling‚ and they're both recommends cousins #and don't even Mention reccomend! pah‚ that guy's insufferable #/see why can i spell congratulations beautiful insufferable ingenuity and poltergeist right on the first try but i can't (ex.) SPEEL. #these rules are dumb. from now on watever happesn hapens #see cuz i can get eh t letters but the odered is all wrong. and sometimes it's just staightr up the wrong word #like why did i just spell 'of course' ?? i meant 'backwards' ._. #and it's not even slepped right!! like hwat is goin on over there waith 'ovfc ousres'. they good orrr ?? #likek whtatch me i can't get so many words wrong is none sentence s who even NEEDS aoutcorrect ouhfuohosug #meant 'can' but who cares fvfvbshfj #how does one hit an apostrophe by accident. tha ansswer is Magic obvisouly #liek i know i mispell kinda often but i reall y go through these things so often cuz i just have wonlyky fingers! they do they're own thisg #they like to dance!! and condgind is n't always coordinated

[keeps-ache]

oh brother. kinda sucks to have multiple creative interests and you can only do One but it's not the one you want to do at the moment </3

#just me hi #i want to DRAWWW #but i CANNN"TTT #ohhhhhhhhhhh woe is MEE #i can only write!!! what the funk kinda black magic is this !!! #i haven't been able to write for like 4+ months and now it's just BAM. nothing else #was suddenly inspired to start practicing and experimenting with my style and then i opened up clip and. i. i don't know where it went #it's still there but i can't DO anything with it! it's like it's held up on a pedestal and surrounded by glass and i'm a bird #but hey i've written 2000+ words bit by bit over like 3 days so that's pretty cool #Really cool how i've been able to keep up the momentum too. but i want to draw hvhsbfhsj #/MAN it's not even one of my pet projects either what the heck!! [gggggggrrrrrrrroooooooooooaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn] #i wanted to work on p1nk space and now i just Can't. this is the greatest joke known to mankind #like i tried drawing Oath and it's just not happening hbvfhsj. i Almost finished getting the pose sketched out and then !!!kaSPLATZ!!! #suddenly i cannot Stand to open clip what is thisss what is this curseeee #/but i mean like aside from being slightly :/'d from that i've been having fun writing! #i haven't written like this since i was like 13 and i'm scared i'll lose the flow soon fvshvdhs #not like whatever 13yo-me was writing but like there's the Most Minimal block when i'm going :D #and i'm reusing some old elements from another story i couldn't finish and i feel good about it !! #EXCEPT those elements actually make sense with where i know i'm going hvhsdhvjfj #not gonna say i'll ever finish it though cuz doing that makes some part of me dig in its heels and say 'NO. NEVER. this will NEVER leave #the save file!!!!!' lolll #but it's fun :D #//but yah gonna get back to it now :3 #toodles and pool noodles !!