#i was feeding birds and ants and politely thanking the wolf spiders for protecting the garden

[bambeliowon]

modern technology gives me such weird thoughts. we are animals. humans started in the wild just like every other animal and then we made the idea of the wild and civilized and even though we weren’t wild like before, we live in tandem to. we were still drawn to it, it was still a part of our lives. we still sought the smell of the fresh air and the flora and when we looked at the fauna we still saw ourselves no matter how much we tried to act like we were made different. nature raised us like it raised everything else. we are animals and we are wild. like i’m still the same as the people that live in caves and the people who traveled for food and the people who made rudimentary farms and then learned and grew and developed. and we all were raised by nature.

and like sometimes i look at how removed just natural processes are becoming in our modern word and it feels weird because of much of a growing necessity its becoming. because i think about how societies existed before and we lived and those things weren’t even a concept and i don’t know what my point is but it’s just a feeling in me that’s just…

humans are animals. i’m an animal. i’m a child of nature. i wanna go touch grass now.

#its a thought #a vibe #a feeling #like i watch my younger cousins use screens and stuff and feel like a boomer #but like its throws me off so much #i was running around my neighborhood and yard and making grass poitions and stick spears #i was following dogs around to know where they go #i was feeding birds and ants and politely thanking the wolf spiders for protecting the garden #i knew i lived in a house and i new the coyotes #i knew i live in a house and i knew the coyotes live in a den and birds lived in nests and that was how the world works #and i look at my cousins and wonder if they’ll grow up and know the taste of grass and the feeling of a random feather on the ground #or will they just not