#i was so excited for the spa arc and its completely gone

[rainymoodlet]

#gotta be honest with you all #getting through it has been impossible lately #i’ve been getting endless anons about my gameplay portions of kmik and accusations of favoritism and bias #and i just cannot do this #i was so excited for the spa arc and its completely gone #i was not prepared to take on the guilt of the actions of little pixel people #i just… i’m already struggling through every day #can you maybe not come into my ask box and accuse me of making shit up thank you :))) #i feel so apathetic toward everything #my excitement is practically gone #i don’t even think people are enjoying it anymore its just #an utter failure of what i meant for it to be #idk i go into my drafts to post and i’m not even excited anymore i just think ‘oh fuck will this be enough to satisfy #people’s wants for information?’ #and with more and more bachelor challenges being like i will not be using poses i’m like #have i made a fcking mistake lmaoooo #txt #sorry i’m not stopping kmik i just #am struggling 😌 harddd #negative //