#i would fucking drive to mn just to fix my depression at this point

[elevenfifths]

i think visiting Minnesota Zoo’s discovery bay and just watching fish for a whole fucking day would fix me. just sit in that little half globe glass cut out by the eels or the dark underground room with the wall of glass looking into the tropical fish tank. maybe climbing through the whale shark’s jaw into that little area where you can touch the starfish.

too bad there’s so many people there that it’d be uncomfortably overstimulating and also it’s half a country away.

#i would fucking drive to mn just to fix my depression at this point #i would fucking wear a respirator to mitigate covid risk and wear fucking ear plugs for sound #i’m deadly serious #i’m really fully convinced this would soothe me deeply.