#i'd still promise you anything for another shot at your solo vaughn stump

[imnotbroken-hearted]

Therapists Pumping Through Our Speakers: You Had A Little Bit Of Bad Luck, The Lights Shining On You From That Moment Onwards (i couldve just write five words but i dont think that's enough)

re: nervousbreakdance 's 'We Liked You Better Fat: Confessions Of a Pariah'

It's ridiculous how people are just waiting for our fall. yeah? lmao. As an outcast (kinda) myself, in this little circle of society that I live in, it has always been a trouble to fit in. They will always give you side eyes, judging silently. Why did they dressed up like that, who is their parents, they didn't teach their kids? Even with trivial things.

This is where something that YOU didn't realize; YOU saved lives, provided comfort. Through words that are sung accompanied with rhythms.

You might see it, might not. Things can get worse, they do. I believe things can get worse. But, when you're clouded with these kinds of things (I don't even know how to explain) . you're not really seeing how far you've gone.

As much as these so-called 'fans' back then, claiming they love you yet throwing you under the bus, there's always few back there, back of the room, smiling to you because they know it is better for you that way and they're proud of you, proud of your achievements.

I am talking about this in general.. its. really subjective. people might like it. might not. But, the important thing is, you did it. you achieve want you wanted. you know what is better for you and you went for it.

10 years of Soul Punk and i wish i could ramble all day long how this little project you made back then had given me hope and safety when i needed it the most but im no good at words (no really, im relying on mental dictionary). The messages you were sending through tracks were really strong. strong enough to get me going with hope and promise that it'll get better. it does. it does get better eventually.

Not to be such a cliche, but somehow, i find comfort through Soul Punk (lets put it that way. its late and i don't use lights).

(Once again i could ramble all day about that one 11 tracks album released in 2011 but we dont have time here.)

To put it easily, track 10, 'Coast (Its Gonna Get Better)',

"I keep making mistakes but it takes some time to get anything right. right?"

a line. and that really speaks through. you might mess things up several times. But with more hard work and focus, you'll get it eventually.

Back to my point, (adhd mind melt here) you, Mr Patrick Vaughn Stump, had given so much positive vibes through the years youve been a musician. and singer. and lyricist. (wiki help me). I am thankful you're still here with us, creating what you love, doing what you love. because by the end of the day, you are what you love not who loves you. (srar moment) i am proud of you, your past self, and your future self. you've gone through a lot, and you made it. and from that i wish i could take notes from your journey.

and, Soul Punk. you outdid yourself back then, she was way too early for the time. Thank you for composing her from scratch to a complete album with a deluxe edition (mind you). Long live my beloved. (oh and Truant Wave EP too, hehe love u)

Things get bitter but it'll get better eventually. Thank you for still believing the world.

#soul punk #patrick stump #nervousbreakdance #SOUL PUNK TURNS 10 HOLY SMOKES #i'd still promise you anything for another shot at your solo vaughn stump