#i'm so sorry reneé ily but i just can't right now :(

[lyxchen]

Screaming crying having to see Reneé Rapp be in Cologne but not being able to go to her concert :(((((

#see i could have gone there #i knew the concert was happening and i'm sure somebody was still trying to sell a ticket sonewehere online #but #i just didn't have the mental or emotional or physical strength to buy a ticket and also go to the concert #there's so much going on in my life right now and then going to a concert alone in the evening when it's cold and dark in a big city? #that's just not it for me #hhhhh #i'm so sorry reneé ily but i just can't right now :( #at least i'm gona finally see the mean girls movie tomorrow <3 #reneé rapp #lea's random thoughts