#i've been drinking with my siblings bc my youngest sister is 18 tomorrow

[lyrasjordan]

i am mildly wine drunk

#i've been drinking with my siblings bc my youngest sister is 18 tomorrow #actually today since it's now 2am #and i have a Lot of feelings #bc i'm the eldest and now my lil baby sister is an adult #i honestly don't know how to compute that at all bc she's always been like my daughter #given the 7 year age gap and the dynamics of my family #she was born after my brother died so my parents weren't around and they weren't great to start with so ! i basically raised her all my life #and now she's 18 !!!! an adult !!! in my head she's 15/16 at the oldest #i'm going to a club with her on saturday how insane is that #u know what though i did a fucking great job she's an amazing human being and i'm so so proud of her #she told me today while we were drinking that she had always thought of me like a mother figure and it made me tear up a bit #i've got her a very elaborate present and im so excited to give it to her #i absolutely cannot afford it but i love this kid more than life #and i want her to have the best day #personal. #tbd