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#i've started to notice i tend to cultivate pretty one-sided relationships
iserlohnfortress
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3 years
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i wonder if my discomfort with regards to burdening people actually makes people see me as distant
#rita rants
#i've started to notice i tend to cultivate pretty one-sided relationships
#with some exceptions of course
#because i only feel at ease when i'm giving things away
#and never when i'm accepting them
#and yeah i have all this love to give
#all this dedication
#but i don't really... like to see it reflected back at me?
#and i don't think it's necessarily because i think i'm unworthy of it or don't deserve it
#more like i don't need it? i guess? which is silly because obviously i do
#but i always return to this feeling of 'other people have it worse than i do and i have been living a mostly charmed life'
#i just think that sure i'm sad but i'm not miserable and i can in fact feel rather content and even confident at times
#and i have been feeling better after years of working on myself
#so i've come to a point in which i feel like my sorrows don't match up to everyone else's
#and that they need someone in their corner more than i need someone in mine (because if all else fails i'll still have my own back)
#but that's not really how it works? i can talk to people about the things that trouble me without being a burden on their heart
#but that idea hasn't quite sunken in yet
#and other people also probably pick up on the lack of balance? and i'm sure a bunch of them probably don't appreciate
#being in the vulnerable position of always asking
#i need to work on this
#and realize that i'm not necessarily being good to people by 'mothering' them
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