#ideally id make a habit of this and resocialize myself to the point of other humans not scaring the ever living shit out of me.

[scalpelsister]

we are so back (< made four book requests at the library)

#why you may ask. when I struggle to read anything and hate leaving the house #well because i struggle to read things and hate leaving the house! I gotta go see the world and be around other humans and ready my silly #little books and support the local library #maybe even while im down town ill hit up the farmers market or get a smoothie at the gay cafe!! #ideally id make a habit of this and resocialize myself to the point of other humans not scaring the ever living shit out of me. #im seriously trying to buckle down and build a better life for myself. even if it kills me dfkshfks #and brother. the first step is a library trip to go read silly little books #ok maybe step one is making my bed and dusting but you get what im saying #i am calling on monday to see if i can get into group therapy bc theres no openings for one on one therapy and my psych things group might #do me a lot of good anyways. because i might meet other people Like Me and get a sense of like.... community idk #but im really excited just. in general about the things happening in my life and i really just want to slowly work on stuff #my post