#idk i might use writing/blogging etc as an outlet but just?? idk man

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#welp... im home #jacks dad is still in the hospital and likely wont be out till tomorrow/the day after #but im back to work tomorrow so had to come back early to get all my stuff ready and jack's then coming back tonight #asdfghjkl im so emotionally drained from these past few days like #as good as it is that he's now stable it's just?? so fucken scary #and the fact i already watched my mum die when i was 12 and just... #imagining if jack had gone through that?? it's fucken heartbreaking asdfghjk #im just so so glad his dad is stable now and will hopefully be okay ughh #i just... feel like i could sleep for ten years idk how im gonna manage working tomorrow gdi #but also psa that just idk. unless we're kinda close etc?? please don't try and engage with me too much over the next few days #i cant handle too much ooc talk right now #idk i might use writing/blogging etc as an outlet but just?? idk man #✦ this place is fancy and i don’t know which fork to kill myself with // ooc. ✦ #tbd