#idk im tired and i shouldn't be and there are weight loss ads on tv at work and it's just ghastly and i don't want to eat and i have to eat

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

mum: why do you say 'i don't know' when you clearly don't intend to at all

me: bc i don't know???

mum: just make a decision then

me: but i said i don't know, which is why i didn't say yes or no at the time......

#this was about food #i said i don't know because i didn't know not because i was intending from the start not to have any #i just #idk im tired and i shouldn't be and there are weight loss ads on tv at work and it's just ghastly and i don't want to eat and i have to eat #and and and and and and and #UGH #and i was vaguely hoping we would have smth bland for dinner so that i could maybe ignore it more bc i think i will have a hard time eating #this evening. but nope we're having spicy stuff #this is gonna be hard. :/ #it's not entirely but a lot of it IS because of the damn weight loss ads on tv #and i shouldn't be tired bc im getting more sleep than i have been bc of ransom and whatnot but i AM tired and teary and feeling crushed #for NO GOOD REASON #personal #puddleglum hours