#idk might go for a femme phase again soon who knows where the wind will take me

[msdk-00]

ouuu because... what if i grew out my hair and started doing makeup again and and and

#meanwhile i hated myself n my appearance during this period i was msierableee #i also don't like myself now but it's much easier to not fixate negatively on appearance when u wear baggy clothes n don't do hair n makeup #n focus on other things instead. but i see photos when im all done up and im like #no This time i will actually love the girl i see in the mirror and feel pretty. i promise #Ill Feel Like A Real Girl This Time Because Ill Do It Right. Ill Girl In All The Right Ways #idk might go for a femme phase again soon who knows where the wind will take me #room is completely sorted through. bags of stuff to donate or throw away. i'm a new woman/human/wretched creature #self