Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
US Tumblr user growth rate is estimated to slow down to 4.1%.
#idk wish i’d never heard these sobgs in the first place
strawbebyjam
·
5 months
Text
thinking abt how agar tum saath ho was my oh-god-i-hope-i-never-feel-like-that song and now it’s the oh-shit-that’s-where-things-are-and-will-stay song
#i love it here!
#i know i can’t change anything but like
#idk wish i’d never heard these sobgs in the first place
#cause now they just randomly loop in my brain til i cry even though i’m actively avoiding listening to them??? help
#like mitski hadestown and sad desi music are literally. earworming to no end as if i am not already wrecked enough HDJDHDDH
#it’s been like. barely a month i thh
#i think or two months i’m not sure but it feels like i’ve been stuck in this. gross heartbroken version of myself for a year. like time
#feels so criminally warped HDJDHD it sucks? i feel so pathetic like
#on the one hand i don’t wanna discount that the person that ends things can also feel a lot of pain and i know things aren’t sunshine on
#either side but on the other hand i do feel like i’m the one who’s more. like. i’m not hurting more there’s not really a gauge for that but
#i feel like i’m definitely more pathetic HDNDHDHD
#like they must see me and think. holy shit. how did i ever love that mess. yknow. like
#idk feeling gross! feeling. extremely. just repulsive? and unable to imagine any world where i have any appeal n the like. thought that mayb
#maybe that’s what they see too when they look back has been. stuck in mu head on top of all else and it makes everything so mych worse
#i wanna be good avout all this so bafly and i keep failing and i dont know what yo do with muself
#everytime i try to do something thats supposed yo be good or healthy it feels so. horrible
#ive didappointed so many people i jnkw that and i dont beed like. msuic and shit to remind me i already feel like im at rock bottom
#neg
#mano.mindtalk
#tonight is. very not great GDJDHDHD
0 notes
Last Seen Blogs
zntauri
Zntauri
dressportdv-blog
DRESSPORT
frankythefish
Gabby
donsagoober
DonsADork
odondrawing
Odon Drawing