#idk.im at work i cant organize my thoughts well LMAO

[pinkseas]

[parasocial bestie] "i just dont know if i can make it happen well enough" respectfully, the most lighthearted-ly. jab i can tone out. aly. bestie. you wrote 2 fics of hurt/comfort that drove me insane and got me to u im sure its more than enough

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#parasocial bestie tag #abt to ramble fair warning #part of it is right. the longer a fic is the harder it feels for me to pull it all together? #if its under 10k i generally have a direct goal in mind its not too bad #not that i dont have a goal with longer fics? its just. the goal is more Spread Out #with photosynthesis i had a million ideas and needed very little filler it felt concentrated #but for both current wips i have my overall goal and less of an idea of how to reach it #coming up with ways to achieve it has taken way more time and effort than id like #but ill explode if i try to publish it half finished WITHOUT filling in those gaps #i could but it feels so wrong #i need it to feel Full i need it to feel Whole #i have the bigger points written out i just need to fill in the rest #if that?? makes sense?? #idk.im at work i cant organize my thoughts well LMAO