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#if I’m really really honest it’s been emotionally difficult since March 2020 NSMSMSMS but you know what I mean
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#allow me to bitch for a second
#but I’ve had. three very emotionally difficult months
#and if I’m honest it’s been emotionally difficult since july
#if I’m really really honest it’s been emotionally difficult since March 2020 NSMSMSMS but you know what I mean
#Anyways! since mid December my body has just been steadily falling apart
#(oh god now I’m scared this is post having covid syndrome???????? Amber CHILL)
#so yeah I have been Unwell since December and it’s all been stress/trauma related
#but one and a half weeks ago it culminated to the point I was nearly crying in pain and was sent home
#and now last week I have barely worked
#and every day I wake up hoping for it to be over but it’s not
#and the PT said she didn’t know how long it was gonna take I just had to rest and take pain killers and try to move where I can
#but I can’t even hold my phone for too long. I can’t sit behind a computer. it hurts when I’m sat at a table for longer than 30 minutes
#and I had an event/gala on Friday I was hosting that took me the entire night from 6 til 3 am
#you can imagine the special hell that was for me (but I powered through don’t ask me how)
#and I’m just scared that. it’s never gonna go away?
#That I’ll never be able to have a normal life again
#I know this is the anxiety speaking and I know this is my body responding to an emotionally distressing time
#and everyone asking if I’m feeling ok yet just adds more pressure because no one gets how alienating it is!!!! to be like this
#it’ll pass again probably. hopefully
#but it SUCKS
#and I’m tired of being nauseous and in pain and it feeling like someone is stabbing my arm and neck all fucking day
#and nobody knowing how long I have to sit through this
#hhHHHHhHHHHH
#okay anyways.
#feel very lonely very sad very scared very frustrated
#ill go sleep I guess
#at least asleep I can’t think <3
#which both my pt and my mum told me to stop doing BUT ITS THE ANXIETY YALL IF I KNEW HOW I WOULDVE
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