#if Im remembering correctly its like cycle 3500? could be wrong tho

[arolesbianism]

Just remembered that Olivia is left to seep in humanities grave for an unforeseeable future and that the best she can do in the face of a reality that she can barely interact with is peeter out with a whimper. Fucking hell (<- tragedy enjoyer entering chat)

#rat rambles #oni posting #she gets no closure and she never will get any closure. this is all thats left. #god her late late game logs fuck me up so bad god girlie is Fucked Up #a shame I dont have the patience to survive for 4000 cycles to get all of them #for context one cycle is abt 10 minutes not counting pausing and fast forward time #which I dont speed up time often anyways so :| #idk maybe one day but not anytime soon #but yeah fucked up that one of the only times olivia talks abt jackie outside of a work environment is in one of those logs #if Im remembering correctly its like cycle 3500? could be wrong tho #it must be fucked up to miss a woman you can only half remember and who you also kind of hate #or at least you did hate at one point #but when all is said and done you're left with all too much time to ruminate over everything you experienced with her #and at that point it all feels so small #and the small domestic moments become so much louder as a result #there is no one left to be mad at but there is a past joy to be missed #and it's even more painful because youll Never get that back #your world was so small once and it will never be that again #its just you and the void of space. for the rest of time. #and also your dupes who you end up abandoning because you're a deadbeat mom lol #god oxygen not included story goes so hard I love olivia so fucking much