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#if you and your flatmate had gotten along better and better over the months they've lived in your flat
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If you know me irl, please move along there is nothing to see here, this post does not exist.
#For real. shush. I don't want you to see this. This information is of no interest to you
#go away there's nothing here. shush shush. be on your merry way
#so hypothetically.
#if you and your flatmate had gotten along better and better over the months they've lived in your flat
#and spent more and more time together and had talked constantly and eventually spent almost every night watching a show together
#and you caught feelings and confessed them to her and you spent all of one night and one morning in blissful happiness and then they said
#that they couldn't do this for a variety of reasons all of which where perfectly fair
#so after a few days of back and forth you decide to be just friends and things continue as normal
#and then it's christmas and you don't see each other but it's fine I mean it's all gonna be normal again after (you cry every night)
#and then you come back and they're kneedeep in depression so it's not back to normal but it's fine
#and like you still spend time together etc and then you get very depressed and they help you and talk to you
#and then they feel bad again and you start to be bad too but you were still talking
#but suddenly like every time you talk they are just either mean or completely disinterested in anything you have to say
#but for some reason they are perfectly able to have normal conversations with everyone else in the whole fucking world
#and you try to talk to them about it but it doesn't change anything and honestly you've given up talking to them
#because every time you talk to them it feels like they don't want you to be there having this conversation with you
#and when you're alone you manage to convince yourself that it's just the social anxiety talking but then you go into the kitchen to eat
#and they are there making food and you ask them what they're doing tonight and it's like your last straw
#and their answers are like not even mean just super short and for two weeks you've just been hoping that maybe they'd just once
#come back from uni and fucking ask you how your day was
#and like you ate in the kitchen hoping maybe just maybe they'd start just fucking talk to you. just ask you anything.
#and you almost cried like 3 times and then you went to your room to cry for real
#and now you're considering disinviting them from your birthday party bc honestly being around them having a good time with
#seemingly anyone but you is making you depressed as fuck and your anxiety go crazy
#theoreticallly. if that were the case. what would you do?
#(yes I know the adult thing would be to talk to them)
#like they're probably just busy and stressed bc of exams but then why can they have a good time with every other person in the world
#this has been the most important person in your life and the person to whom you talk to about absolutely everything for months now btw
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