#if you read the whole thing then mwa 😘

[starlostseungmin]

KEISY, ATE KEISY BSJSBSJS

I'm actually in tears, no joke. That was the most adorable thing I've ever read, I love you for this fic so much.

You're literally one of the best writers on this platform, the way you write always gets me hooked and it's so poetic too. If I didn't know we were both filo, I never would've guessed.

Okay now the fic...

I think I just fell in love, it's your fault, you made me feel this way about him...again.

I'm actually in pain, my loneliness. Yn is so cute, I wanna cry, so freaking adorable. I'll date them if they break up 👀 BDJABSJS

They have the most adorable love story!!

Exhibit A.

He's in love. HE'S IN LOVE, KEISYYY, THEY'RE ADORABLE DBAIDBSKBSKS

NOW WHEN I IMAGINE SEUNGMIN IN THIS SCENARIO, I'M FACE PLANTED, SCREAMING ON A PILLOW.

and Yn's a little cutie 😤💗

Exhibit B.

I'M SORRYY????

STOP THE MADNESS, I'M CRYING.

ANG CUTE, PLEASE LANG, SANA OLS PO. PLEASE LANG TALAGA PO HUHU

The sweetest thing ever :((

Mmm gigil, ako den pa-isa, Min 🧘 baka lang hehe. One mwa mwa, please 😚 mmm ISA LANG PRAMIS

I'm so conyo na.

HABDHABAHA may kiss na, seseryosohin pa, Min. Mine ka nalang 🤸🏻‍♀️🤸🏻‍♀️

I love the little backstory, and how they met him. I squealed when he was the neighbor and when they brought him brownies.

AND PLEASEE THEM AT THE BEACH WAS THE SWEETEST THING, WHEN THEY WERE CHASING EACH OTHER THEN MIN CAUGHT THEM IN A HUG 😭😭😭

Ate why so delulu ha? Kaw ah

Me too hehe

┈┈┈┈

I can fall asleep while studying, I can also bake brownies, and I'm also indecisive hehe

I volunteer as tribute

And I, thank you! 🧍🏻‍♀️💗

THEN AGAIN I'M GONNA PUT A CUT FOR THIS OML!!! 💗

i'm gonna read this feedback as well as zoe's every time i needed the motivation to write 😤 this is so whole and detailed, the way you provided screenshots for emphasizing the scenes you're talking about 😭 and honey you can't blame me for falling in love with seungmin all over again 😭 blame him for making me write something so dreamy about him because i do too, hulog na hulog na po ako 😭

i appreciate every. single. word. you said, you weren't kidding when you said “long ass feedback” because i'm literally crying right now! it's my first time to receive long feedbacks from you guys and i'm so overwhelmed 😭 i'm so happy you enjoyed it so much, it's just seungmin being so boyfriend material, a hopeless romantic guy to loves to make our heart flustered 😭

i can already envision how you screamed 😏 the effects of kim seungmin to you *cracks neck* you can have y/n if they break up too 😌

I AM MAD 😭 MAD OF WRITING THAT KISSING SCENE, IT RUINED MY EXISTENCE—imagine having a kissing scene with the kim seungmin 😳 how would you like that? 😏

OMG YOU'RE SO CUTE 😭 and yes po, sanaol nalang, i feel so single writing this HAHAHAHAHAHA i was so crazy 😭

being delulu helps me to write something, yes!

you can volunteer if y/n withdraws 😌 and now i'm gonna wait for your hyunjin fic 😘

once again thank you so much sunny!!!! you made me smile today 💗

#🐧.txt #keisy;answers #🧸— mutuals #sunny ☀️

[0606-hyuck]

the final curtain call

gonna be honest with you guys, i didn't ever think this is a post i would make any time soon. i have made the extremely hard decision to stop posting on this blog due to reasons that i will explain under the cut.

but before that i would just like to quickly say that the decision to close this blog was one that i have been antagonising over since april of this year. i created 0606-hyuck/hellabts way back in june of 2016 when i first got into kpop and i was just a bts stan. that's now five years of running this account and sharing my love for a bunch of dancing boys! without 0606-hyuck/hellabts i would have never meet anahi, @omelys-space @roses-of-the-moon and @coolhootswtlove, people i would not hesitate for a second to call real friends ♡ so of course, this decision is a very emotional one for me, but i feel like deep down this is the right thing to do.

there are two main reasons why i've decided to close 0606-hyuck. the first being that over the years, the blog's interactivity has severely declined. this year i've had the opportunity to meet some really awesome up and coming writers in the nct community, and i am so proud of them and the writing that they're producing. but at the same time it's been very hard to watch how active and fun their blogs seem while mine is as dead as prince phillip LOL (also my followers are dorpping like flies, yikes). this past year i've gotten into the really bad habit of obsessively checking my notifications every hour or so only to be disappointed with what i find. i could feel myself slowly slipping back into this obsessive comparing behaviour that i desperately tried to escape while i was in high school — behaviour which ended up ruining a lot of my relationships. i'm 21 now and i don't need to be putting that kind of pressure on myself anymore.

the second reason i decided to close 0606-hyuck is because i essentially had (and continue to have) a meltdown over my future career LMAO. i am in the unfortunate position where i'm in my last year of university and am only just realising that what i've studied for three years is not what i want to pursue. for me, writing has been a passion of mine for around ten years now, and it's something that i genuinely think will be one of those hobbies that sticks with me for life. it was only recently that i realised writing creatively was something that i want to do seriously, not just as an after school hobby. as much as i absolutely love writing for our neos, i know that if i want to take writing seriously then i need to push myself to do more than fanfics and expand my horizons. hence why i am saying goodbye to this chapter of my writing journey.

it's funny, looking back, because i remember at the start of the year how i was all like "omg 2021 is going to be my year, i am going to start taking 0606-hyuck seriously". i guess i was half right? while 2021 isn't the year for my blog anymore, i still feel like it is the year to start making moves and taking things seriously. i will not stop writing (you can't stop me, mwahahaha) in fact, i have made the decision to try my hand at writing interactive fiction. it's definitely going to be a big step up, learning how to code and juggling all the different variables, but i am excited to put 100% of my focus into this new project. i would be so happy if you wanted to keep up with me over on my new account @lost-kiwi-dev because i can't wait to introduce you to the world of pendosa and the five lovely romance options i've had in my head for so so long!

phew this is getting long. so yeah. that's the announcement and my reasoning behind it. this is definitely not the end for me, just the opening of another chapter. i plan to keep 0606-hyuck as an archive of my works, although i won't be active on here anymore (who knows though, nct dream have such a special place in my heart that i may not be able to stay away from them for long, so i could be back to write some more stuff in the future?).

to my followers (nearly 1200 of you!!) i thank you all so much for everything you've given me — the motivation and drive to continue to pursue my passion. i love you all so much and will miss you heaps!

to my mutuals, (@honeymark @amorajae @stellumi @flowerboykun @soliverse and @chicksung) i am so sorry that i didn't take the time to get to know you all very well, but from what i do know about you you're all wonderful people and supremely talented. i am so proud of you and so grateful that i had the opportunity to connect with you. if you would like to continue being mutuals then please please feel free to follow me on @lost-kiwi-dev (i'll give ya a sweet followback of course) or don't hesitate to ask for my insta if you're comfortable with that ♡

once again, thank you all so much. this is a very sad decision, but i am hopeful and excited for the future ☆

— gem (0606-hyuck and hellabts)

#even when i'm leaving i have a flair for the dramatics 😂 #eek this is super long im sorry #if you read the whole thing then mwa 😘 #i just really needed to let myself write how i was feeling #this was very emotional but also very therapeutic for me :') #btw i love fanfics so much and i dont want it to seem like im saying fic writers are any less talented thab anyone else #because bro ive been one myself for literally like eight years #fanfic writers are some of the most talented people i know #i just feel like it’s time for me to move onto the next chapter of my writing journey #excuse the pun hehehe