#ill never survive trying to actually get publisjhed

[phantom-does-a-thing]

bleg

#delete later #venting in the tags #just ignore me im having a moment #whats even the point in writing anymore #im getting nowhere with it #I was excited to write today and work on it and now I dont even wanna touch anything ive made #theres no point becacuse whatever I write I cant actually write anything good #theres any other person that could do whatever lackluster idea I have better #im so angry and overwhelmed and I dont even want to write anymore #When people way younger than me do things so much better than I do #and ive been writing for almost 10 years and ive gotten nowhere with it #theres no point #i cant focus long enough to make anything good. everythingi s rushed otherwise I wont finish it #ill never survive trying to actually get publisjhed #because I cant do anything for longer than a day #this sucks im so angry right now and im sad and overwhelmed and I feel bad about my writing #and I want to punch something im so close to snapping right now