#im being sappy so look away akdjsk

[adam-memeleri]

Okay, so. Here’s the thing. I hit two milestones in the past... some measurement of time and that’s big to me, so I want to celebrate it.

I know this isn’t important, and I’m very likely to be the only one that cares, but I do care so you’re going to have to hear about it.

The first is that I hit 100 followers on this blog. Which is insane because I don’t do anything. But I’m seriously grateful for all the support I’ve received on here and all the friends I’ve made and all the wonderful things I’ve been able to experience.

It’s also kinda wild cuz this blog specifically has only been around since... May? I think that’s when I split off? But regardless, over 100 people are interested in this blog, and subsequently interested in me. That’s fucking wild man

And, the one that’s throwing my head for a loop the most, is that, on 2 August, I had officially been writing for one year. I went from a very bad villa fic that is no longer available because it’s that bad, to 217.898 words on Ao3, excluding the thousands I still need to transfer over from tumblr. That’s fucking wild.

I went from having no idea what I was doing in one fandom, to having no idea what I’m doing in half a dozen fandoms, and with two IFs. @sinkorswimvn & @whenthestarsalign-if ima plug. That’s fucking wild.

I went from knowing no one, and feeling out of place on the subreddit, to friends and mutuals and so many people I adore with my whole heart. In the span of a year. That’s fucking wild.

This past year, half a year, month, week, day, hour - everything - has legitimately been so brilliant, and so much better than I thought it could’ve been. And I genuinely owe so much of it to having a place to go to be dumb and make bad jokes, and somewhere to try and care without fear, and somewhere to laugh and have fun with some amazing people.

Thank you to everyone that’s lent a little light into my life this past year, whether you see this or not. Thank you to everyone for being kind and supportive and funny and cool and amazing. Thank you to everyone for being welcoming and laughing with me, even when I’m sending you cursed frogs in your inbox. Thank you to everyone for simply being here with me, it means more than I could ever possibly say.

Genuinely, from the bottom of my heart, thank you.

#im being sappy so look away akdjsk #i wanted to have a fic of some kind done then all of a sudden the day had passed #really dropped the ball on that one lmao #can it kc #im still just so mindblow #like tje fuck did i do to deserve this #and to like #be happy #wack