#im fine but i had to flee lab bc lmao

[orcelito]

Great to know my mind can still break by someone standing a Little too close to me for a Little too long

#speculation nation #im fine but i had to flee lab bc lmao #feeling like a small prey animal bc ppl kept getting too close to me and that is. bad. #what i need is to hole up in a small solitary place with music blasting. i dont really have that here. #gonna go do some stuff at work tho and i may have to take a like 15 min solitude sit in storage to set my mind right #i wasnt making any progress in lab anyways. this isnt due for another few weeks so it's fine. #ykno id like to blame covid for my neurotic prey animal reaction to ppl getting close to me but nah #ive been like this since Long before that. but it certainly didnt help anything :) #in fact the public commitment (for the most part) to social distancing helped this anxiety quite a bit #but now no one is scared of covid anymore which means they get too close to me and i end up like a neurotic prey animal. woo. #too many voices talking too many people in a small area even my music wasnt helping bc i was still Aware of them #hell. hell world. hellllll world. #i hate small lab spaces oh my god. #anyways off to work with me 🙂👍