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lud1crousal · 1 month

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alterhuman alphabet :3

amazing alphabet done by local-xenogender-icon with pathetic answers by me!

A - awakening

i realized i was an therian around 2020. ( i had a lot of free time to actually think about stuff ) .

as for my fictionkins? i never knew the term for it and just assumed it was a tism thing (which, i mean.. it kinda is for me) so i guess you can say since i was 6 or around the age!

B - balance

i dont have any friends. this is 100% a tism thing, but a part of me feels like its an alterhuman thing. i dont understand people that well, but i understand animals!!

as for my grades at school, and navigating school in general- its kinda weird knowing everyone around me is human. my grades are fine, infact im ahead of most people my age. i can communicate with my teachers and peers decently (only when necessary i panic otherwise-) and i get my work done usually on time and easily.

i do experience phantom shifts at school, but they never get in the way!! other than that, im like a spy, sent to spy on the humans !!

C - city

NOPE!!! though i dont really like where i live either... its really conservative.

i got harassed one time while going on a walk just because my hair is un-naturally colored.. :-(

D - diary

Actually, i did come into possession of a diary i could use, but im not to sure how to start one!

E - experience in the community

it kind of depends. the ytubers seem cool, and so do people on tumblr. just a bit intimidating i guess? tiktok is cool too, i love seeing peoples masks and stuff.. but its kinda toxic. mainly because it gives easier access to mainstream without proper education on the topic.

definitely one of the nicer community's ive been in though!!

F - friends

no............... i did try to tell my older sister in 2020 but she judges a lot, im scared to try again. she knows i do quads and judges them for me ALOT! but she loves me (i think-) and shes the only 'friend' i have so-.

G - gear

i own a coyote tail, and ive got masks !!! i also have pets, might seem weird to say their gear but they feel like my little family, even when im more coyote than cat. I also have raccoon stuffies!

I - identity

theriotypes - coyote, rusty spotted cat, siberan-mainecoone mix cat.

kintypes - dave strider, ponyboy curtis

other- raccoon copinglink, feline genus otherhearted

J - jokes

both. it depends on my mood, but im mostly joking around :)

K - knowldege

7/10 :0 im so invested on researching though... so this # will go up im sure. (i say 7 for alot of things though... )

L - liking, loving

i love them :3 its funny, because ive never liked dogs, but my 'main' theriotype is a canine.

N - nature

WILD!!! well, except for my siberian-mainecoone cat. its actually my old (and unfortunely dead) cat.

O - otherhearted

the entire feline genus. ive known this since i was little i think, just never knew the term.

P - popularity

i think my rusty spotted cat is the rarest. im pretty sure my coyote may be the most common?

R - real body

im trans and used to struggle with an ed, so absolutely. my kins effect this heavily as were all male yet we dont represent that on the outside. i sometimes experience species dysphoria, but i think i identify as human just as much as i do animal.

S - sex

no? i think this question might be more for others ahA-

i think my theriotypes are me, and therefore would have the same sex as me.

(though i am female sex, we can pretend i am not- )

T - traits

this is kinda hard to awnser. im not really territoral, but i like to have my own territory, you know? and its like that with basically everything-

i hate putting my own experiences in my own words asidjijfeo0fo

Urges

I lowkey get preydrive as a cat, because i hear birds so often- i think ive learnt to control it growing up, so i can handle it easily.

bonus of living in the country i guess?

W - wondering

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