#im good in bio in school and im writing my alevels in it but do i want to continue it?

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i hate thinking about what i wanna do with my life after graduation,,, like what do i want to study in uni which uni do i wanna go to how am i gonna get in in the first place what do i want to have as a job one day.... all these questions and im way too overwhelmed 

like i  originally wanted to go in the direction of archaeology or even better paleontology but oh wow guess what apparently thats not the best idea cause u have no stability in income or something like that or at least thats what the museumsowner of my little village told me so i thought all right i heard about this uni pretty small and cozy overall really cool and i could study international media management but hey wait no lol its a private uni so its gonna cost u a fuckton of money u dont want to spend since uni is technically free in germany gotta use that 

and just im so done with all my ideas getting shut down what if i never find something thats gonna make me happy 

#the safe way would be to just biology since we have that well known uni near me #but honestly i dont know if i wanna do that #im good in bio in school and im writing my alevels in it but do i want to continue it? #this is all too much for me i hate this #rambles