#im in a liminal space listening to some bomb ass glitchcore

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I just realized that for some reason whenever I have a seizure, all of my thoughts stop EXCEPT the music?? Which is odd. Like my brain went "ope- we're getting a different caller please hold" *queue the hold music*

#i always have at least one song stuck in my head but they play in the background (often overlapping :')) and my thoughts are up front #but when i have a seizure the music doesnt stop?? why #it might just be the pre ictal phase since im not confident i actually remember any of what happens during the seizure activity #but its still weird #it usually starts with all my thoughts feeling stuttery and then they break off and sort of float away #and i cant finish any of the thoughts and then i just stop *forming* thoughts and jts so bizarre #ive never had no thoughts before the siezures. is that a thing normal people actually experience? #im not sure if no thoughts head empty was a joke/exaggeration or not #but for me actually no thoughts head empty is terrifying #im just not there whatsoever #im in a liminal space listening to some bomb ass glitchcore