#im not even gonna Think about what m*sha coll*ns also means to me cause im gonna start crying

[muslim-flint]

im clowning so HARDD rn for unironically being in my feelings about castiel like. hes been a comfort character of mine for so long and honestly idec what happens to him in canon cause i CLAIM him and if they do him wrong then by Allah i WILL erase it in my mind but. i love him sm. he's so good!!!! his whole "im an angel idk about social norms" thing is the perfect canvas for me to project my neurodivergent ass!!!!!!!!!! he loves the world!!!!!!!!!! from the earliest seasons he observes the world and humans and their little ways and he finds tenderness in that for himself!!!!!! "too much heart was always castiel's problem"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont fucking touch me i wanna give him a hug so bad

#i literally just wanna go on youtube and watch compilations of his scenes or whatevs #gonna do that when im done with my social psychology thing #GODDDD i just love him so much okay i do. im Attached #im not even gonna Think about what m*sha coll*ns also means to me cause im gonna start crying #dont even look at this post i just needed to rip out of my ass #spn #rizcore #it is ok to rb if u want tho