#im on desktop so i cant make this dnr lolol

[queenangst]

oh god you guys i was putting away the dishes and then i just. started crying over how validating and wonderful d20 and acofaf is as a queer person. while i was just like. putting forks into drawers and stuff

#just silently crying #the thing with mindless tasks is they are good for thinking and then i tripped into thinking about it #like. having multiple queer characters and like #characters who use she/they and he/they and they/them #and rues scene as. directly intended to be like coming out #and omar and andhera being ace #i was suddenly just overwhelmed with emotion #as someone who - i knew i was ace for a long time #finally felt i wanted to - and did - come out to everyone a few years ago #and then in the past year semi publicly but quietly changing my pronouns to reflect. how ive felt about my gender for a long time #yeah. #im on desktop so i cant make this dnr lolol #ok to rb i GUESS but dont be weird about it ffs #personal #acofaf #d20 #the pronouns esp bc it was a recent change for me and then soon after getting to see characters that use them so. naturally