#im so conflicted right now man. dont read more cause this is emeotions /neg

[dawnleaf37]

plants are such organism

#ouhhhhhhhhhh my dear #i just #im so conflicted right now man. dont read more cause this is emeotions /neg #my stuff isnt making me happy #my friends’ stuff isnt making me happy #my friends’ stuff is actually and actively making me worse #not anyones fault of course. that’s on how my heads deciding to do things #im running out of videos to watch and time to have things i want to draw #I love my mutuals. i think. idont really know what love is #Icouldnt write about love to save my life #Icant even figure out how to put it in my lore #I cant give up on my camp stuff #that’d be giving up on the only thing I’ve ever really tried to do. it means a lot to me. a very lot #sorry. truly #ive been trying to put my thoughts down somewhere and I think thats working #please ignore this post to save your own joy #ithink if I just start working on my stuff I can get a bit better. I do have free time tonight