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#im tired of people percieving me as stupid . im tired in general
hilsoncrater
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1 month
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im scared i am losing the ability to work
#my colleagues are frustrated at me
#they laugh about me . they think i cant understand what they say in german but i do
#the words on the screen get jumbled or erased or they move
#i dont know!!!! i cant remember shit!!!! i cant remember anything !!!!!
#’use your head. its in a logical pattern’ OKAY!!! but i cant REMEMBER the pattern nor do i GRASP the pattern!!!
#im missing all these details and it stacks up
#time either warps around me or it stands fucking still
#but in a way i cannot describe. like 1000 different conversations/things happen around me & when i glance at the clock its only been 10 min
#or nothing ever happens/i hardly do anything and when i glance at the clock its been 2 hours
#i feel insanely Abnormal . i feel like im the Odd One . everyone else can function but why cant i????
#idk. idk . sometimes i feel like i’ve died & everyone’s not real
#in any case i feel as though nothing right now feels real. it just doesnt.
#my expiry date is coming up . i dont see myself surviving past the summer
#my siblings will visit me and then? i dont know
#i really do not know.
#im missing words and phrases when i read or write or speak
#i only know this happens because my colleagues point it out to me or make me realize it indirectly
#im tired of people percieving me as stupid . im tired in general
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