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#immersed myself in fiction so much i keep dreaming of having relationships that ill never have because most other people just Dont Work That
archirdarchernar
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22 days
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#vent
#tw vent
#i feel like im going to explode
#i cant bring myself to do anything so all this energy is just gathering and building up and i feel like im seconds away from exploding
#i want human connection so fucking bad but im so fucked up no one would want to compromise a relationship with me
#immersed myself in fiction so much i keep dreaming of having relationships that ill never have because most other people just Dont Work That
#Way
#all my relationships feel so shallow now
#ig thats my fault
#for never presenting the real version of myself. showing others caricatures and exaggerations of my character so i can be more likeable
#ill never feel safe enough around anyone to drop the act. and even if i do ill feel too guilty to stop
#ive doomed myself theres no fixing me
#theres no motivation to do anything anymore i can barely get myself to lift a finger
#hey why didnt anyone tell me just sitting up would be so hard. why didnt anyone tell me just drawing a few strokes would take most of my
#energy
#if anyone ripped my heart out right now id thank them for putting me out of my misery
#theres nothing here. might as well also become nothing
#this feeling is awful id prefer being hurt instead
#i cant make it go away
#someone please just kill me
#arc 3am logs
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