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#in fairness to me my mental health was circling the drain literally until 2 days ago
allaganexarch
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3 months
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godddddd wasting time and energy on things that don't fucking matter has got to be THE worst feeling
#personal
#i felt super embarrassed in my korean lesson today
#because I didn't have a lot of time the last couple of weeks and I was trying to resolve the situation w the other tutor
#when i should have just cut my losses and bailed
#and look i know i'm learning there's literally no reason to be embarrassed etc but i am insane so that's not an option LOL
#i should have somehow already known the contents of the lesson and therefore not needed the lesson hope this helps
#but actually it was like i spent what little time i had preparing for the other lesson that was stupid and pointless rather than this one
#and that just made me feel :( you know
#in fairness to me my mental health was circling the drain literally until 2 days ago
#so the last couple of days have just been like *sweeps up the carnage of various mental breakdowns and other insane behavior* LOL
#but idk just generally feeling frustrated with myself even tho that's not super helpful
#also frustrated that stupid bullshit has been taking up way too much of my time and energy lately
#and it seems like the more i try to get the stupid bs out of the way the more it just dominates my life somehow
#also super helpful that my brain's natural response to this state of being is 'well maybe you can't do anything right and should die :)'
#like okay ty for your input LOL
#despite how this sounds actually my korean lesson was REALLY good LOL
#it was so good I just like got upset about wasting time on other bs you know??
#anyway ty for coming to my nightly overshare i actually feel better now
#love to shout into the void
#exciting korean learning tag
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