#in the last 20 hours ive learned: a new song; how to swordfight; how to tango; how to BULLFIGHT; & how to dance ''in the style of a beetle''

[wabblebees]

i feel fucking CRAZY. if yall could send some good vibes out into the universe for me thatd be great bc i think im gonna really need it the next few days lmfao

#so uhh. last night at 6:53pm i ws asked to emergency understudy for a character in a Two Person Play that i had Never Before Even Read. #for a show that OPENS TOMORROW NIGHT. #and so there i was at SEVEN O'CLOCK doing thee COLDEST COLD READ EVER of a show that is in its SECOND TO LAST DRESS REHEARSAL #in the last 20 hours ive learned: a new song; how to swordfight; how to tango; how to BULLFIGHT; & how to dance ''in the style of a beetle'' #brother i feel INSANE but if i dont help out theres a chance this show cant go on -- and thats fucking *heartbreaking* #the person im covering for had a medical emergency on wednesday -- but they said theyll be able to come do the final tech rehearsal tonight #so maybe theyll recover enough for tomorrow?? i fucking HOPE so. but. i also know they may push themself too hard too fast and thats worse #in any case. im doing my goddamn fucking best and ill probably (definitely) have to have a script in my hand no matter what but thats not #nearly as big a problem as the show never getting to run #so. HERE WE GO #i dont have a costume that fits i dont have a clue whats gonna happen but fuck if im not going to commit 100% for the other people #whove been working so goddamn hard on it. theyre literally some of my closest friends around rn id do anything in my power to help #and i guess this is whats in my power right now ??? lmao ??? #anyway. #bee speaks