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#ironically I have an email to respond to for an appointment with my mental health worker but I don't have the energy to answer
zickmonkey
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Oh my god hey besties guess who's having an awful time like mentally
#ironically I have an email to respond to for an appointment with my mental health worker but I don't have the energy to answer
#I've eaten approximately one meal and then dessert today. Nothing else. It's 11pm
#And the thought of eating just the half a bag (snack sized) of chips makes me want to cry
#not to mention the days long urge to take a knife and try to cut out my veins. Like a dissection but I still get to watch
#Playing guitar hero last night was great for giving me something to do that didn't make me think
#except for the part where every time I missed a note I hated myself more
#I ignored my bestfriend for 3 days after proclaiming that everything was bad and I didn't want to be alive
#and then when he asked if I was still alive and I replied we had an entirely self deprecating conversation
#Ryanna was texting me this morning and I replied but the whole time I had no interest
#And at one point I wanted to cry just because nothing was right and it was all too hard
#Ryanna is usually my favourite person to talk to
#She said she'd text me again tonight (to finish the conversation) and I'm hoping she doesn't
#I hope she's too busy
#So yeah besties having a hard time lmao
#jamie shut the fuck up
#personal blog
#just vibing
#rambling
#vent :(
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