#it took a lot to change me. >>> 𝐑. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒

[darknessweavd]

𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄.

Zodiac: Virgo Myers-Briggs [x]: ISTP The Four Temperaments [x]: Melancholic-Choleric Enneagram [x]: 8w9 Tri-type [x]: 836 Socionics [x]: SEI Instinctual Variant [x]: sx/sp Big 5 [x]: RLUEN

#dash games. #it took a lot to change me. >>> 𝐑. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 #( decided to redo this one ) #( a lot of aspects of his personality severely changed in this world versus the main obey me verse i wrote him for originally ) #( dunno if that makes sense to even do but he's still the same person ) #( mainly what changed are his enneagram and he went from e to i for the mbti ) #( & minimal things from the other ones but the big ones are what i just mentioned )

[darknessweavd]

( ryan often likes to joke around that he has no heart and that his soul is nothing more than a dark black hole in the middle of his chest, but this is indicative of just how much trauma he's been through. he doesn't see the humanity in himself and sometimes his actions might sometimes even substantiate his jokes, particularly with his violent tendencies and to use it as a problem-solver, but it's really born out of his fear of being rejected and of losing others. he's actually a very kind and sensitive person, and others often sense this being a part of him when they first meet him, but his aggression and tendency to use violence to solve problems may act as a turn-off down the line and/or change others' perspective of him. he acts like he doesn't mind, due to his fear of becoming attached to others in the first place, but deep down, he just needs to be loved and held close, something that he wasn't used to receiving during any point of his life. )

#it took a lot to change me. >>> 𝐑. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒

[darknessweavd]

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐎𝐅?

wood & leather

you are sturdy. you keep yourself in order, and you believe the world should follow suit. you are stubborn and strong, and people look up to you for it. leaders like you deserve to be fostered with love, and it is probable that you were given enough to flourish, but not enough to believe in it yourself. you are distrusting, though perhaps once upon a time you trusted too easily. you build walls high, and plaster concrete over your doors. when people knock, it can take you months, or even years to answer. i know it can be hard, darling, but please learn to step outside those walls, even if in armour. you will be hurt, and you will be loved, and it is part of the beautiful whirlwind that is life. you can always retreat later. i'm proud of you.

#it took a lot to change me. >>> 𝐑. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 #dash games.

[darknessweavd]

𝐉𝐎𝐂𝐊-𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐃/𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐏-𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐓.

punk

punk is characterized by a DIY (do-it-yourself) ethos, anti-establishment attitudes, and a rejection of mainstream values and norms. punk music is typically fast-paced, energetic, and often politically charged. punk is known for its anti-authoritarian stance and for promoting individualism and non-conformity. in the jock-nerd/prep-goth test, punk combines the bravado and machismo of jocks with the non-conformity of goths.

#it took a lot to change me. >>> 𝐑. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 #dash games.

[darknessweavd]

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔?

exhaustion

you have tried to be atlas for far too long. your legs tremble and shoulders creak beneath the weight of the world you carry. every step forward is a battle, yet you soldier on... for what? when will you learn that you are allowed to lower your heavy burdens?

#it took a lot to change me. >>> 𝐑. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 #dash games.

[darknessweavd]

𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐂 𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐊 𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔?

achilles

best of the greeks, eager for honor, and quick to rage: you could easily live content and easy until you're gray-haired, but glory and fame call for you just beyond the horizon. you are not prone to self-reflection and trip into the same pits of wrath at bruised pride over and over. are you truly ready to sacrifice everything so that your name will be immortalized? is your fury what you want to be remembered for?

#it took a lot to change me. >>> 𝐑. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 #dash games.

[darknessweavd]

𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄'𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒

Killed Someone Under Orders | Had Someone Killed On Their Orders | Killed Someone In Self Defense | Spared Someone’s Life | Invented Something  | Been Hungover | Kissed Someone | Slow-Danced | Been In A Long-Term Relationship | Had Sex | Had Sex And Regretted It | Had A One-Night Stand | Had A Threesome | Experimented With Their Sexuality | Had A Kid | Adopted A Kid | Wanted To Have A Family With Someone| Done Something On Impulse They Regretted | Gone Traveling | Had A Bounty Put On Them | Eaten An Insect | Been Groped By A Stranger | Been Groped By Someone They Know | Been Dumped | Dumped Someone | Smoked | Gotten High | Flirted With Someone To Get Free Drinks | Put Someone In A Headlock | Won A Bet | Lost A Bet | Forgiven Someone Who Wronged Them | Indulged In Petty Revenge | Hallucinated | Has A Noticeable Physical Defect | Gotten A Noticeable Scar | Been Permanently Disfigured Through Injury | Kneed Someone In The Groin | Had An Unattainable Crush | Laughed Themselves To The Point Of Tears | Been Kidnapped | Been Brainwashed/Hypnotised | Had A Recurring Nightmare | Been Bullied  | Bullied Someone | Experienced Survivor’s Guilt | Been Tied/Chained Up | Given Someone A Massage | Received A Massage | Been Backed Up Against A Wall | Shot Someone | Stabbed Someone | Saved Someone’s Life | Cheated On Someone | Been Cheated On | Been In An Open Relationship | Had A Friendship With Benefits | Been In A Queerplatonic Relationship | Had A Stalker | Been Betrayed | Been A Traitor | Been Possessed | Been In A Bar Fight | Been Thrown Out Of A Bar | Been Arrested | Broken Out Of Jail | Been To A Funeral | Been To A Brothel | Had Surgery | Broken Someone’s Trust | Broken Someone’s Heart | Had Their Heart Broken | Broken/Damaged Something Out Of Anger | Broken/Damaged Something Out Of Spite | Gotten A Piercing | Gotten A Tattoo | Used A Fake Name | Been Beaten Up | Been Tortured/Tortured Others | Been Abused | Been Blackmailed | Gotten Away With A Crime | Framed Someone Else For A Crime They Committed | Shared A Bed Platonically | Been In Love |  Suffered From Sleep Paralysis | Been Forced To Flee Their Home | Learned A New Language | Joined A Rebellion |  Fought On The Losing Side Of A War | Fought On The Winning Side Of A War | Become A Godparent | Become An Aunt/Uncle

#it took a lot to change me. >>> 𝐑. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 #dash games.

[darknessweavd]

YOUR STEREOTYPICALLY MASCULINE SIDE

you love hoodies. you love shorts. dogs are better than cats. it’s hilarious when people get hurt. shopping is torture. sad movies suck. you own a car racing game. you played with hot wheels cars as a kid. at some point in time you wanted to be a fire fighter. you owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega. you used to be obsessed with power rangers. you have watched sports on tv. gory movies are cool. you go to your dad for advice. you own like a trillion baseball caps. you used to collect hockey or baseball cards. baggy sweats are cool to wear. it’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours. you love to go crazy and not care what people think. sports are fun. you talk with food in your mouth. you sleep with your socks on at night. you have fished at least once.

YOUR STEREOTYPICALLY FEMININE SIDE

you love to shop. you wear eyeliner. you wear the color pink. you go to your mom to talk. you consider cheerleading a sport. you hate wearing the color black. you like going to the mall. you like getting manicures and/or pedicures.  you like wearing jewelry.  you cried watching the notebook. dresses are a big part of your wardrobe. shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. you don’t like the movie star wars. you are/were in gymnastics. it takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up. you smile a lot more than you should. you have more than 10 pairs of shoes. you care about what you look like. you like wearing dresses when you can. you like wearing high heel shoes. you used to play with dolls as little kid. you like putting make-up on others. you like being the star of everything.

APPEARANCE

i am shorter than 5’5”. i have many scars. i tan easily. i wish my hair was a different color. i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. i have a tattoo. i am self-conscious about my appearance. i’ve had/have braces. i’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger. i have more than two piercings. i have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

EXPERIENCES

i’ve gotten lost in my city. i’ve seen a shooting star. i’ve wished on a shooting star. i’ve seen a meteor shower. i’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. i’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. i’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. i’ve been to a casino. i’ve been skydiving. i’ve gone skinny-dipping. i’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. i’ve crashed a car. i’ve been skiing. i’ve been in a musical. i’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue. i’ve seen the northern lights. i’ve sat on a rooftop at night. i’ve played a prank on someone. i’ve ridden in a taxi. i’ve seen the rocky horror picture show. i’ve eaten sushi. i’ve been snowboarding.

HONESTY/CRIME

i’ve done something i promised someone else i wouldn’t. i’ve snuck out. i’ve lied to my parents about where i am. i’ve cheated while playing a game. i’ve ran a red light. i’ve witnessed a crime. i’ve been in a fist fight. i’ve been arrested.

DEATH AND SUICIDE

i’m afraid of dying. i hate funerals. i’ve seen someone/something dying. someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide. i’ve written a eulogy for myself.

RANDOM

i can sing well. stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. i open up to others easily. i watch the news. i don’t kill bugs. i sing in the shower. i am a morning person. i paid for a cell phone ring tone. i am a sports fanatic. i twirl my hair. i care about grammar. i have “?”’s in my screen name. i’ve copied more than 30 cds in a day. i bake well. my favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange. i would wear pajamas to school. i like martha stewart. i know how to shoot a gun. i laugh at my own jokes. i eat fast food weekly. i’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class. i can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room. i am ticklish. i love white chocolate. i bite my nails. i’m good at remembering faces. i’m good at remembering names. i’m good at remembering dates. i honestly have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

#dash games. #it took a lot to change me. >>> 𝐑. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒

[darknessweavd]

( tag dump c: )

#playing with fire is kind of my thing. >>> 𝐑. 𝐈𝐍 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 #my feet forever tread along this path. >>> 𝐑. 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 #it took a lot to change me. >>> 𝐑. 𝐇���𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 #is this face really mine? >>> 𝐑. 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 #if you speak your mind i’ll gladly speak mine. >>> 𝐑. 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐒 #i’ve always been a child of the cosmos. >>> 𝐑. 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒 #it all still feels like a dream. >>> 𝐌. 𝐈𝐍 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 #i guess aimlessly wandering in this world has become my new occupation. >>> 𝐌. 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 #i wasn’t raised to live in a world like this. >>> 𝐌. 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 #i’ve adapted but i’m not stopping here. >>> 𝐌. 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 #now come beg on my feet. >>> 𝐌. 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐒 #forever the odd one out. >>> 𝐌. 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒 #noah rambles. >>> 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 #be brave and take your chance. >>> 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 #joking is my way of telling the truth. >>> 𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊 #headphones on world off. >>> 𝐓𝐔𝐍𝐄𝐒 #check ‘em out. >>> 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐎 #ask meme. #dash games. #dash comm.