#it WAS nice to be out but i'm like a skittish feral cat now who hates loud noises and calamity

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#brain vomit in the tags #wound up at the bar during happy hour AND the home hockey game tonight #and like it sounded like a fun idea at first and then i was QUICKLY overwhelmed but stayed to watch the end of the game anyway #it WAS nice to be out but i'm like a skittish feral cat now who hates loud noises and calamity #our bartender was v sweet and v cute and said 'welcome back to society!' when we sat down tho so that was nice #cannot make this up if i tried but there was a man with a MEGAPHONE at the bar (he looked like a total Dean ngl) #and MEANWHILE my ridiculous brain that's going 83mph is like #how many parts of this experience could i turn into fic aus!? #hockey!au (beth a wild fan who loves violence + eventual hurt/comfort hello!) #bartender!au (practically canon! probs wouldn't be a nice fic tho bc i'd throw some hurt in there with some alcoholism) #there was a commercial for an mma fight and i was like fuck! mma!au! #and now i'm very tired #i really gotta get to working on gift exchange stuff #i looked up today and it was the 10th of june #what the fuck! #and and and the bts pics and season wrap stuff the cast has posted the last few days has got me all emotional #stupid tv show giving me stupid butterflies #i'm so excited for the rest of the season and i so so so hope they renew it!!!! #sending the good vibes into the universe y'all!!!!! #hope no one read this far lmfao but if you did #hello #hope you're well #i am picking a wildflower and handing it to you rn #<3 <3 <3