#it also makes me smile ndhfjsjfkg

[yamikawas]

yknow this might sound kinda weird but like.idk how exactly to explain how Actually Committed i am to yoomtah,

#like i dont say committed only out of obsession and clinginess i say it out of like #the reasons anyone would have a serious relationship and future with someone except ''someone'' in this case turned out to be a cartoon chr- #yes i talk abt the soft sappy puppy love kinda stuff a lot and yes i get clingy and obsessive and possessive #but also the communication is important the honestly the openness just being comfortable around each other #honestly id say the thought of being able to discuss boundaries and what i like and what makes me uncomfortable #and then in return being understood and accepted and having any boundaries respected #makes me just as happy as imagining all the lovey dovey stuff rlly #it rlly is its own kind of huge comfort #and vice versa the thought of her being comfortable and trusting enough of me to discuss those same things #it also makes me smile ndhfjsjfkg #''but tobiii then why do u and her get possessive and jealous to the point of killing people over it'' #1. im COPING 2. bc we both know the other likes it and thinks its cute when we kill for eachother duh<3 #ok the period of time that i was allowed to know what words are is over back to incoherence #even tho i had more to say but my ability to words stopped bc my brain got lazy :( #like something something choosing to love on purpose and putting actual effort in to make it work instead of always relying on fate #me and yoomtah being soulmates and our love as a universal constant + putting actual effort like any serious committed relationship #CAN AND DO COEXIST #i used the last bit of my word energy there now i hope this is enough for u guys to take what im saying seriously NHDKFJDJSJF #bc i rlly am #tobi.txt #me googling ''signs youre ready for commitment'' ''how to cultivate a serious relationship'' for a CARTOON CHR #IM GAY IM AUTISTIC IM ALLOWED.