#it was really unexpected too so that’s probabaly why

[okgal21]

We’re the Big Sad tonight boys

#my fish died almost two weeks ago now and I’m still taking it really hard #it was really unexpected too so that’s probabaly why #like when my other fish died I was ready for it because she had been showing symptoms of kidney failure for a while #and like how would you even treat that in a fish? especially when it was like 3 weeks into quarantine so I couldn’t even take her anywhere #but with gunter it was a total surprise because he had something growing on him #so I treated it for the full time #and then waited two days and nothing happened #so I left him for two weeks at most at my parents house so I could move #and like he had been there for all of December too so it wasn’t like I had moved him to a new environment right after treatment #like he stayed in the same spot #and then when I went to go get him a bring him back #he was dead #and my parents were shocked because they said he seemed fine the night before #but based on what had eaten away at his fins it had been at least a week of this #but they didn’t know what to look for so I don’t blame them #I’m just upset with myself for not checking up on him more #and really sad that he’s gone #I miss him a lot #he was two years old when he died #which is a lot for a standard goldfish for beginners #I just miss him #don’t reblog #obviously #but if anyone wants to send me some funny memes or something that would be nice #my post