#it’s like totally unmedicated atm I already have no appetite dizziness headaches no s*x drive and I’m mildly psychotic atm what more

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In such a weird place with my mental health atm that I’m abt to ask my gp to put me back on citalopram just to fuck around and find out 🤣

#not going back on fluoxetine or setraline if you pay me though !! #i rly hate ssris they don’t work for me I don’t want to be on them I don’t see it as a so #‘solution’ to any of #my complex problems ssris don’t fix trauma etc #but I also just need to make it through the next 8 months and finish my degree lol #it’s like totally unmedicated atm I already have no appetite dizziness headaches no s*x drive and I’m mildly psychotic atm what more #can ssris do to me 🤣🤣🤣 #god sertraline gave me such a bad psychotic episode in hindsight it is almost funny … #and then I was only on citalopram.. for less than a month #bc my gp had me on fkn s**cide high risk and wouldn’t give me more than 2 weeks of medication at a time … #it was such a faf to have to ring gp up every 2 weeks (of my own volition!!) #to check in and ask for a refill of my prescription that I just stopped taking it #which is actually what I did to all the other ssris I’ve ever been on too #although I would actually rather d** than spend the rest of my life relying on multiple antidepressants #like I know if I went down the medication route I’d get that treatment resistant label and be put on multiple meds at once #like it just isn’t what I want. i was on fluoxetine for a year when I was 13/14. that experience fuckef me up for life lol