#it'll be alright. what's important is that i don't get myself to an attempt bc that'll make my dad sad and people talk bad about my parents

[mishkakagehishka]

But anyway plans for tomorrow: i'll wake up and say i'm gonna study and then i won't, i'll have a breakdown while preparing lunch at 5pm and then try to study english while crying, go to bed at 3am having done nothing.

#damn guys i'm beginning to think i'm the problem #i am tho and that's okay #not everyone's built for this world yanno #i'm not even saying this to be edgy or depressed i made peace with it like aye fuck it #shrugs. i'll suffer and i'll take six years to finish a three year undergrad programme but whatevs. no big deal. #it's gonna be alright #on the bright side if i don't pass syntax i can't take syntax 2 so i'll have less classes to attend and less exams to sit #yknow? positive sides #it'll be alright. what's important is that i don't get myself to an attempt bc that'll make my dad sad and people talk bad about my parents