#it's been all fun and giggles until fenix actually has to marry someone and that someone isn't vesper..clown shoes on and big tears rn

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me realising that to continue the mbfw au fic i will have to write fenix kissing and loving someone else

#rena.txt #it's been all fun and giggles until fenix actually has to marry someone and that someone isn't vesper..clown shoes on and big tears rn #i wrote it somewhere i cant remember but i am making them fall in love in every timeline au world and shit and fuck and whatever so the #thought rn has me 🍤 fried shrimp. still tho so much fun and drama..tancred (nix's brother) will be there and lord the mayhem he will cause #also i'm squeezing a fake dating trope into this mess bc vesper in a moment of Panic tells him that she ha company for the wedding and that #company is r/gue. yes you heard it right. i thought of p/nam since these two 👁️ ya know. but how i thought of it would end up hurting #queen nam feelings while with r/gue it's like. i hate this man more than anything in the world (and i kinda still like my ex ves) so i'll #just agree to the acting. LORD THIS AU IS EVERYTHING TO ME I WANT TO WRITE IT FOR DAYS. its funny but it also has :( moments #sorry for being talkative today i emerged from my depression cave for the weekend. i'll shut up again on monday since i will have to do #things that will make me anxious and upset me greatly. peace and love clearly not for me #also as last thing on the fake dating part. literally imagine how pathetic nix is making her to ask her ex to pretend they are still a #couple. it literally makes me unwell. vesper's insane & pathetic era truly.