#its our english teacher she had a tiny misunderstanding of a situation and said something like ''its a terrible feeling when you feel

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so what you are telling me is its that bad.

#hi (explosions) #turns out my fear of being disliked and/or hated by authority figures is much much worse than i thought #(<-he had to ask permission to go to the bathroom and had a panic attack because his teacher was a tiny bit rude to him in a subject that/ #/was not about him at all and was a misunderstanding + the teacher even apologized later) #ahem anyway. i did not know i could cry as silently as i did today #im better now. i'll be fine in approximately ten minutes now that im home #its our english teacher she had a tiny misunderstanding of a situation and said something like ''its a terrible feeling when you feel/ #/betrayed by a person you saw as an equal and cared a lot about'' (me) and after seeing me breakdown so quickly she realised that wasnt/ #/what happened. #still! terrifying #do not mind how normally im talking about it here i was very much so trembling. on the other hand i am perfectly fine and everythings okay #not as unrelatedly as i'd like it to be i got peer-reviewed for bpd by a friend today. great #♚ — vent ! #i guess?