#its rlly hard for me to cry cus of my antidepressants but i’ll still get this pressure behind my eyes ??

[lovedazai]

I've been thinking, what would make dazai cry? I think it would be very hard but so far I've come up with his gf being just very sad and talking about taking him up on his double-suicide offer maybe?

Idk TT I want your thoughts

omg nonnie i was going back & forth ab this & i rlly dont know :< i think hes way too emotionally constipated to cry over things other ppl would usually cry over ykwim? maybe if u were taking care of him after a rlly bad day, like maybe u helped him bathe & were touching him gently, wrapping his bandages for him after etc, it might bubble over & make him cry

#valentines #dazai love club ⊹ 𓂃 ｡ ‧ ₊ #its rlly hard for me to cry cus of my antidepressants but i’ll still get this pressure behind my eyes ?? #like i /could/ cry but i cant ?? #that’s what i kinda imagine w him too #ik in the stage play he cries when oda dies #n its kinda implied he cried when oda died in the dark era ln too #but its still hard for me to picture dazai being so openly emotional idk!!