#its too dark out to craft (strian my eyes when I'm ALREADY fighting a headache)

[soldier-poet-king]

I need to be strong and hot and also get new (thrifted) clothes and I have been feeling the creation of self so much so intensely lately and its such a joy but I'm SICK and been laying here ALL DAY and there is. Only so much tv I can watch and fluff I can read. Before I'm like. I can't sit still any more

#the duality of fran #i had the shakes so no cross stitch #and my attention span for passive media consumption is. low #i DONT binge things. i am mentally incapable #i watched like 4 eps of snk and 4 eps of derry girls. took a nap. read almost a full vol of mdzs #and now its like. ok. ok. can we stop feeling sickm thanks #its too dark out to craft (strian my eyes when I'm ALREADY fighting a headache) #im not sleepy given i slept a lot last night and then laid about all day today #im just. AHHHHHHH #video games probably noy a good idea bc head. and also. it is easiest to lie down rn #sitting. hurt. #its such a stupid thing some 24 hr bug itll be gone by morning #but for rn im just. AHHHHHHHHHH #everything feels worse when u feel sick and ur hair feels greasy. tbh #I WASHED IT LITERALLY THIS MORNING #i wish i was a tv enjoyer more. tbh #i just. cant sit still i get distracted idk why #and i dont with books or video games in the same way #stupid brain