#ive actually got such a loose grip on what my actual art ability is rn though because i NEVER draw serious pieces anymore

[catboygraystripe]

worst part of new hyperfixation is the time before youve drawn any of them and youre too scared to in case its one of those times where you just fucking CANNOT do it properly to save your life but youre just like freaking out because you HAVE TO................

#i always forget my art skills have like. evolved since grade 10 though even though i often tell myself otherwise #ive actually got such a loose grip on what my actual art ability is rn though because i NEVER draw serious pieces anymore #curse you exhaustion and burnout and lack of motivation and executive dysfunction and boredom and overheating and frustration and fear and #lawl maybe uni next year will cause me to break and fully wrap around to being a person who draws again (to preserve my sanity) #drawing things outside of my comfort zone? nope. too scary. much too embarrassing as well. #fuuuuuuuuuck me right