#ive been crying myself soick i hardly ate at all today for my 12 hr cause ive been CRYING the whole day and i was a bit better

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idk this is so sappy and kind of embarrassing but ive just been having dreams and day dreams about just. finding my guy in an antique shop, on the shelf next to other vintage toys or just even opening a box and find him hiding and he just says in his little rattle “Oh youve found me!” like weve just been playing some game and i havent HORRIBLY MISPLACED HIM 💔💔💔

#and it seriously is keeping nme up at night ive been a MESS for the last 4 days #im gonna blame most of being this emotional on my period but idk he was my best friend my literal guardian angel i love this guy to shreds a #AND I MISS HIM! i miss my baby bear #ive been crying myself soick i hardly ate at all today for my 12 hr cause ive been CRYING the whole day and i was a bit better #around 7 after calling my sister but then idk i have the day dream again i just kept repeating oh you found me in the little voice he has #im so so so fucking heartbroken and lost rn like im so torn up #and i was trying so hard not to really cry on main but here in 1 minute it will be 5 total days of crying over him #im sobbying right now typing this just thinking this is like my rememberance of him and i wont find him i really ......... i cant even im so #so so sorry baby bear i pray and i hope youre downstairs my boy #i will find you